Matt Vs Josh.

Chapter Twenty Two - From The Rits To Rubble.

I know I've said this a lot recently but that honesty was the most awkward bus ride of my life, I could feel Matts gaze at the back of my head the entire time, And Josh's arm tightening whenever he spoke, This is getting beyond ridiculous I love Josh, Matt had his chance and he more than blew it, problem over, It's about time everyone pulled there panties out there arse, So we can have a tolerable time.

"You never did say where we were going" Josh smiled pulling me in tighter my head sitting in the grove of his neck, His hand finding it's way to my still damp hair stroking it.

"Were gonna talk to a guy from the label and the studios over dinner get everything nailed down and oh your gonna be talking to your photographer" I knew the work stuff would come, I'm scared what if my album cover sucks and nobody buys there music, Josh seemed to know the inner conflict going on in me, leaning More over So his mouth was level with my lips he whispered.

"Your amazing the cover will be amazing don't worry so much" Why did he manage to be so calm and amazing about everything all the time, When I can barely stop freaking out about everyone of my little insecurity's to stop and breath every once in a while.

"I'm glad someone has faith in me" I said rather weakly, Why does my self as-team have to be so bad I have an amazing boyfriend and a job and I'm in La for Christ's sake, Looking up and out the window for the first time as the bus stopped, I noticed we were in a very sunny vibrant area right near a beach, Lots of shops restaurants and people cove rd the small strip tourists locals and performers alike, The kind of busy environment that all those months ago I worked to avoid, Josh certainly brought out a different side of me.

"TGI FRIDAY TIME" Matt and Dan jumped out of the bus scrambling over josh in his seat to run up to the front of the resturant, Leaving me to turn around and roll my eyes directly at a smiling Beth although without Dan by her side she looked lost, I jumped out the bus next getting my foot caught in Josh's rucksack strap and tumbling out the bus head first, Closing my eyes instantly so I don't witness my collision with the ground, After a few moments and no pain I open my eyes to see that I'm being held up Matt, His eyes staring me up and down intently checking me over, Our eyes connected and everything he said earlier rang in my head, What if he was telling the truth, What if there was a reason behind the way he acted, Is it worth hearing what he has to say, Josh jumped from the bus after me in a rush almost tripping himself, Ripping me from Matt's arms and bringing me to stand next to him, A part of me felt a little disappointed he had.

"You could fall over sat down" Josh laughed his eyes checking me over, I could tell he was dying to ask me if I was okay but he knew not to annoy me, Matt just stood awkwardly at my side half smiling at me, His big chocolate Brown eyes boring into mine.

"I'm fine Josh but hey first accident of the trip" I gave Josh a nervous smile, Me and him both knew this wouldn't be the last, Once everyone had gotten out of the bus with there stuff we made our way into the front doors of the restaurant, Was it possible that the American Tgi Fridays was less decorated than some of the English ones, laughing at how we were more Americanised a perky looking blond haired college girl approached us wearing a uniform full of badges, Slightly shaking with a nervous smile on her face I saw her eying over the band, Omg I get to witness my first fangirling.

"youyoumemeatsixxxx I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Your amazing hold me down is the best it's amazing I love your band so so much your the best ever your music is" Josh cut off her rant extending his hand to shake her slightly wild one.

"Hi I'm Josh it's always incredible to meet fans" Josh kept it short and sweet really smiling at her, Keeping a calm edge to his voice to ward off another freak out of hers.

"I'm umm Leah I'll show you to your table in the back room" Practically dragging Josh along behind her in delight, She lead us into a little back room with a big round table set up, Looking at the table in shock I studied the people at the table, First guy about 30-35 wearing a full buttoned up suit and tie in this weather must be from the record company, The other guy about 40 heavy set man with tattoos dressed in a punk rock kind of way he must be the studio guy, Then my eyes raked across the third and final guy, Tattoos covered his skinny lanky frame his long brown shaggy hair tucked back into a beanie I would know him anywhere, Oli Sykes, I stared at him in awe Josh was busy talking to the waitress to introduce me, My inner fan girl scratching the surface and wanting to get out, Matt saw this and pushed me over to a talking Oli and chris introducing me.