Matt Vs Josh.

Chapter Sixteen - Knew It Was You

"If anyone asks I tripped and fell" Josh stood in front of the mirror poking at the big bruise and minimal amount of swelling that formed around his jawline,Its been almost four hours since I hit him and its already bruising, A small chuckle escaped my lips as I wrapped my arms around him playfully.

"That ashamed of almost being K.O by a little innocent girl" Moving in front of him and placing my back against the mirror, I looked up into his face and batted my eyelashes playfully, Josh walked away grabbing some CD's from the last of my boxes and putting the ones he didn't already have on his CD stand, So yeah about 4 CD's, Muttering to himself as he did it.

"Innocent girl her ass her perfect little ass..." A big play full smile appearing on his face from ear to ear, He doubled back over the room tackling me to the bed with a look of absolute hunger, His lips working there way along my neck and up to my jaw line until they reached my mine and drew me in for a forceful needy kiss, My hands looped around his neck pulling his face closer to mine through the fireworks of out kiss, His hands reaching under the hem of my t'shirt pulling it over my head being caught up in the moment i thought nothing of it as he unclasped my bra and and started to take it off my torso, I felt him grind his growing erection into my crotch, All my fears rushed to the surface and I knew I wasn't ready for this yet.

"No     Josh    Stop    I'm     Not    Ready" Mumbling between breaths at josh, I finally manged to push him off me realising this was the first time he had seen me half naked, I grabbed the bed sheet and held it over me protectively staring up at the ceiling, I didn't even want to look at his face had I upset him.

"Im sorry I got um carried away" I could tell from the tone of his voice that he was dissapointed but he wouldent try anything else,I love him but after how he so easily flipped on me today im not so sure I trust him fully yet, But ill get there.

"I'm umm gonna get changed" Jumping off of the bed so quick I'm sure I had a carton character speed line behind me, I latched the lock on the bathroom door sitting on the corner of the bath staring at the floor, how embarrassing hes seen even more of my body naked, Slightly panicking now I wrap my arms protectively around my torso, Come on Ella its fine grow up your a big girl now.

"Im sorry" Shaking my head at my own major over reaction I drop the bed-sheet and open the door, Stood there staring josh in the face half naked, Hes got to see it at some point and if I'm not ready for that yet why not just let him have a peak.

"Im sorry for making but it will be worth it" Mentaly making sure to make good on my promise I notice as Josh's face perks his eyes fluctuating from my face to my breasts clearly not knowing what to look at in shock, Pulling him in for a quick kiss I dismiss myself to the shower.

"I'm gonna start getting ready for the guys coming round later" A funny look crossed Josh's face he had forgotten hadn't he,Wanting to give him a mental bitch slap I rolled my eyes for once I was actually looking forward to the gathering, It would be the last one we had all of us together before they recorded there third album in LA , God will I miss him.

"You forgot didn't you franceschi" Giving him dead eyes I almost forgot I was still topless.

"Nope I definitely didn't forget but I do have to go um out for a moment" Shopping for the beer for the gathering he FORGOT about no doubt.

"Oh really where you going eh" Putting on a smug voice I tormented him.

"Umm just to the shop for..........DOG food" Pausing for a while he Finlay came out with an answer.

"Oh you mean for the dog YOU DON'T OWN" His head haunched in defeat he sighed to the ground.

"Winning" He burst out laughing directly into my face.

"Women cant live with them.. you want anything from the shop?" Giving him exaggerated dead eyes for his comment I thought about my weird eating habit and decided to get it out in the open. 

"Umm yeah can you get me some cheese Doritos strawberry laces and nutella" 

"Why on earth would you want those there things there like the random-est combination ever" Giving him a smug look I closed the bathroom door and spoke to him for the other side of it.

"You'll see" With a chuckle he announced he was leaving and I jumped in the shower,Quickly washing my hair and then blow drying/Straightening it leaving it to hang loose down my back, Knowing this wasn't a fancy occasion I applied basic eye liner/mascara finishing off with some lip gloss,Going thought my wardrobe I settled on my black leggings with the crosses on the knees and a youmeatsix vest, Wanting to show some support for the band grabbing my red converse I slid them on and made my way downstairs, Wondering how long josh would be, Walking into the living room I started to absentmindedly move things about straightening up cushion's on the sofa, Getting the place ready for later on realising putting a table cloth on the wooden coffee table would be a good idea, I walk up to the dresser to grab one fumbling around in the cupboards I knock a large metal tin over, Cursing to myself I drag out the table cloth it bringing half the content of the cupboard with it, Putting stuff back away I get to the bottom of the pile and there a few random old photos from when josh was a kid, Looking through and picking up the pictures there's some of him playing football and some of him and Lissa, Getting to the last photograph I pick it up there stood a little smiling Josh, Older than on the other photographs, I actually hadn't seen any of him this age before, i recognise this kid why do I recognise him gasping to myself loudly, I yank the locket from around my head getting some of my hair tangled up in it in the process and ripping it from my head.

"OUCH FUCK FUCK FUCK" Jesus that hurt, Cluthing my head I hear Josh franticaly trying to open the door, Once open he sprined into the living room consern on his face.

"Are you okay ?!?!" Nodding with a smile on my face at Josh I quickly shoved the pictures back in the cupboard grabbing the table cloth and taking his hand to help me up. 

"Yeah I'm fine was just getting a table cloth and I knocked everything out the cupboard I'm fine" When my clear thoughts have returned I looked up into Josh's face and I could see it its him its been him all along, Hes the one, The guy Ive always been in love with, The one I'm 100% committed to its him. A big smile spreading across my face at finding him, I decided to keep it to myself for a while, I set the cloth up on the table and then help him bring the shopping in.

"How much did you buy its a good job I dident come I wouldent have fit in the car" Every seat in the car and the boot was filled with crates and bottles and food, Laughing at him I grab what I can and start bringing it into the house.

"Its a good job you didn't come I got fangirled again" Its not that I hated that happening, I just didn't enjoy the dirty looks or death threats I got from some of the more extreme fans, His eyes scanned down my t'shirt.

"Not that your not doing a bad job yourself" Him laughing now, I pulled a hurt expression.

"Just wanting to support my boys" Josh raised his perfect eyebrow bringing my knees to jelly.

"I think its sexy" I dodged his advance towards me laughing at his eagerness, Something about knowing he was the one true friend Ive ever had made me feel closer to him, Like I could tell him anything like we could do anything...

"Come on lets get everything sorted out no doubt the guys will be here soon" Sticking his bottom lip out in an adorable way he reluctantly accepted this was going to be a hell of a night.