Im sorry. Please forgive me. I will continue but not this month or more. Maybe this December. I was busy. I am.
I also just know that i had anxiety and Depression so i had to see a therapist. But I dont. I dont know. Im not seeking some attention from you guys.
But I gave up. I hate writing. I hate to do this. I hate to continue something that once i love to do it.
I gave up with myself. So im sorry. This is not some sort of drama. I am telling the truth.
I just. What is life? Can someone tell me? Why we live? What is our role in this world? I mean, other people can take my role of living then let me control it.
I dont think i have function in this world. Other people can have it better. There is always a better person then a useless person like me. Seriously, if you guys know me, you also hoping that I was dead.
Because i also hoping that I was Dead. Yeah. They tell me im still very young. I know im only 15. Fuck it. Am i even need to live?
There a lot of person who need my place. So why i get this place? Im not gratefull. In fact. Im selfish. Im fucking retard.
I hate myself. So what? What is me even mean. What is the purpose of living?
Ugh. Sorry. I love you guys. But not me. You guys are just too good for a worthless mistakes like me.
Im sorry.
I. Really. Do
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