{Discontinued} A Hazard (a morby fanfic)

Chapter 1: I Care

((*inhales* I thought deleting the last two chapters was going to help but *exhales* AHAHA NOPE

I still cannot seem to write this chapter. I am dying. I'm going at it one more time. If it doesn't turn out good, then I have no idea what I'm going to do.

Hope you enjoy lmao))

((Bruh I can't even decide whose POV to do this in XD))

((Oh and by the way, there is self-harm in this chapter. If that triggers or bothers you, please refrain from reading!))

//Mordecai's POV\\

Walking down that hallway after leaving the argument never seemed so dark and lonely. I took a deep breath, trying to think of other things. But, it never worked. My mind was occupied thinking about the fight.

What was I supposed to do? Go back in there and have the most awkward conversation? Or just leave and leave Rigby to sit there and cry?

I don't want to be heartless...

I halted to a stop. I can't just leave Rigby there, miserable and a mess. I've made some pretty idiotic decisions before but doing that would probably make it the worst one.

I turned around. You could hear Rigby quietly sobbing. I sighed and put my head down, beginning to walk again, this time towards our room.

I made it to the door and I paused again. Shit, why is this so hard? Why did I react so negatively to Rigby telling me about his envy? Why couldn't I have just- I don't know?

Well, thinking about the past ain't gonna change it. So, while throwing my pride out the window, I walked into our room.

//Rigby's POV\\

I had been scratching at my arms for what seemed like hours although I knew it had only been maybe a few minutes. I wasn't scratching because I wanted someone to see, that's the last thing I wanted to do. I was scratching because I was in pain and didn't know what to do with it.

But then, Mordecai walked in. And I froze. I saw his feet in my vision. I cringed and slowly rose my line of sight.

Mordecai had this shocked and scared look on his face. But the moment his gaze landed on my arms, his eyes widened in shock.

"Dude!" He shouted, rushing over to me and kneeling down to reach my level. He gripped my wrist and looked at it carefully.

((Again, this gets really descriptive so if blood, cuts, and/or scratches bothers you, I wouldn't recommend reading this))

The scratches stung and throbbed as the air hit them. My skin was bright red and pink. The skin was hot to the touch. There were thin lines of scratched up skin and on some marks, blood was rising.

Mordecai winced and grabbed my other wrist, helping me up off the ground. I let my marked arm fall to my side. Mordecai looked me in the eye.

"Why?" He questioned quietly. I knew what he was meaning but I still asked, "what do you mean?"

"Why would you do that?"

"I didn't have anything better to do. It's not like anyone would care-"

Mordecai sucked in a breath, "no. We're not starting this argument again, "

I rose an eyebrow.

"You know I care, " Mordecai explained, motioning his hand for me to follow him. I was confused but still walked behind him.

"Don't tell me that kind of shit, Rigby, " He said, "You know very well I care, "

I looked down at the ground. 'No, you don't' I thought to myself. Why would he care? That fight showed that he obviously doesn't..

Mordecai led me into the hallway and said, "wait here, "

He let go of my wrist and entered the bathroom. I could hear him rustling around in the cabinets.

He walked back out and commanded me to sit down.

I sat down and Mordecai did the same, placing what he had found in the cabinets down. It was bandages...?

I stared awkwardly at him as he grabbed the other item, hydrogen peroxide. ((It's something that can help clean bacteria))

He poured some onto my wrist and I winced immediately. It stung really bad. It throbbed and burned and it made me close my eyes tightly.

"What are you doing?" I managed to say through clenched teeth.

"Cleaning this, " He responded bluntly.  I nodded slowly.

After a minute of that bubbling on my skin, he grabbed the banadage and began to wrap my cuts.

I wasn't expecting him to come back after me. But, I'm glad he did.

The cuts and scrapes were bandaged and I finally opened my eyes, the stinging being tolerable. I looked up from the ground and glanced at Mordecai.

"Aren't you mad at me?" I asked, confused. I was honestly confused. We just got out of a huge argument and now he's doing this...?

"Yeah, " Mordecai responded nonchalantly.

I chuckled, "then why are you doing this?"

"Because, I've already told you, "

I stared at him before he finally finished his sentence, "Because I care, "

((YEET I finally finished a chapter lmao. I hope you enjoyed this piece of shit XD I will try to publish another chapter by tomorrow so yeah))