{Discontinued} A Hazard (a morby fanfic)

Chapter 8: Thoughts Like Bullets

((Okay.. Sorry for the last update. I'm just- going through a lot I guess haha. You guys have made my day though so thank you for that❤

Anyways, I dunno what I'm really doing with this story anymore so I'm trying to make plans and set things up for some drama muhaha!!

Yeah, this story is no where near over XD

Anywho, this chapter starts off with a bit of a different beginning than you probably expected lol.

Enjoy :-[

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//Mordecai's POV\\

I had no reaction. I was in too much shock to even react. There were so many thoughts racing in my mind that I didn't think about what was happening.

And I guess that hurt Rigby.

Because he quickly pulled away and wiped his mouth with his bandaged wrist, as if what he had done was revolting.

His gaze drifted away from me, his brown, dull eyes looking away.

I still had no reaction...

"You know, you could actually say something instead of leaving me hanging..." Rigby muttered. I kept quiet. I had no words.

'I said I lied'

'But, I like Margaret too, '

'I'm not gay..?'

'Oh God, what if I just messed this all up?'

Rigby sighed, walking past me, remaining just as silent as I was. His face was screwed into this look of anger and resentment. It made me worried.

But, I didn't stop him from walking away. I didn't grab his shoulder and pull him back, because, frankly, I didn't have anything to say like I did before.

His silence didn't stay because before he walked around the corner, he just murmured, "I'll walk home, "

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I pulled up to the driveway of the park house. I turned off the ignition and took the key with me as I walked up the porch steps, all the way to the front door.

My anxiety had risen, almost to the roof. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, making it difficult to breathe. I was honestly scared to see what lay behind that door.

But, I reached my hand out and opened it anyway.

There were no lights turned on. It had only been noon when we went to the movie theater and the movie lasted two hours but after talking, chasing each other, and fighting, a good hour had passed by. So, it was around 4:00 pm when Rigby had walked off.

But, I had driven around town for a while before returning home. I didn't have the courage to face Rigby.

Yeah, I'm just that weak ha..

I looked around the dark entryway. It seemed, more lonely than usual, more haunting than before.

I sighed, keeping my head down as I shut the door and walked out of the entryway, all the way to the stairs. I heard a noise come from upstairs. I thought it was probably just Pops.

I took a step.

'I messed this up'

And another.

'Rigby hates me now'

I lifted my foot up to another level of the staircase.

'I'm such an idiot!'

I finally ran up the stairs, too tired of being in my own thoughts. I narrowed my eyes and then shut them as I stopped at the last step.

'Act normal'

My eyes opened slowly, just as slow as the steps I was taking to mine and Rigby's room. I shuttered as the door creaked open when I turned the doorknob.

I let out a sigh. Rigby was asleep. I guess that noise was probably just Pops.

I was thankful he was asleep, but I knew I'd have to wake up to another day just to have to deal with the same, ongoing shit that never seems to end.

I got in bed and stared up at the ceiling. No time for dinner. No time for tv. Just time for my thoughts.

((Ha, yeah this chapter got kind of depressing XD hope you enjoyed it even though it was fairly short!

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