Chapter 17 - Guilt.

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Quickly I got up and sprinted out. I made my way to the toilets where I ran in and locked myself in a cubicle. The tears started pouring from my eyes and I couldn't stop them. Shaking, I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and phoned Cat. 

"Cheryl?" 

"Cat, please. Come to the shopping centre. It's an emergency!" I mumbled down the phone, getting a lump in my throat from preventing myself from crying. 

"Are you okay Cheryl? And I'm on my way now with JJ. I'll be there in 10."

Five minutes later, my phone buzzed in my pocket and it was a text from Cat saying she was at New Look. I made my way out the toilet cubicle and saw George stood outside the toilets. I started speed walking towards New Look round the corner where I saw Cat and JJ stood looking anxious. 

Cat wrapped her arms around me, me taking in her sweet scent whilst lightly crying on her shoulder. She ordered JJ to go off somewhere with George who also looked like he wanted to cry. Once they were out of site, Cat took me to sit somewhere. 

"What's wrong babe??" She said whilst resting her arm round me. 

I stuttered back, "C-cat. I can't. I-i kissed h-him!" 

The tears started again as she replied with "Cheryl... You and George have been getting a lot closer recently for a long time now. You should of known something like this would of happened but I know it isn't your fault. Shall we call Jaymi and go to his place?" 

Cat phoned Jaymi and we made our way to his apartment where he was alone. I cried in his arms and I couldn't stop. 

"Babe, it's fine. If you love Josh I'm sure you can get through this. We all knew George felt something for you and he shouldn't of kissed you. It's not your fault." Jaymi told me while rubbing my back,attempting to calm me down.  

I replied trying not to cry, "I just don't want to break up with him Jaymi. I love him but I don't know what to do. I feel so bad." And I started to cry again. 

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