Now or Never - A Josh Cuthbert/Union J Fanfic.

Chapter 20 - Friendships and Tears.

George and Josh had a massive argument and Jaymi was constantly going on at me about how he was in the middle of their quarrel. They had stopped speaking altogether and Josh had stopped speaking to me - I would text me and he would ignore me. The only people I would speak to were Cat, Jaymi and George. 

George texted me a lot telling me I was perfect and not to worry about Josh because if he had any sense then he would know that he shouldn't let someone as perfect as me go. But this just didn't help because every minute of every day just hurt because I wasn't spending it with Josh. 

Yes, I did have a small crush on George, but I didn't love him. I didn't miss him when he wasn't there with me. But Josh was different, special: I loved him and I had messed it up! I regreted it so much because I didn't even let him explain properly what had happened at the hotel that night. 

I loved him, and everything was going so well. Why did I have to ruin it all? 

I speak to George everyday because he is the only one who could cheer me up. Even Cat couldn't keep me happy and Jaymi became extremely annoying. I go to the shop with George one day in London and we are stood hugging when we hear the cameras clicking. The paparazi had just caught us hugging and now it would be all over the newspapers. Another reason to make Josh hate me even more. At least no one knew who I was because Josh hadn't told the fans about me and him... yet. 

Two days later, George was sat on my sofa crying. I hugged him trying to comfort him but I guess nothing really comforts you when you have fell out with your best friend. Josh had seen the pictures in the newspaper of me and George and he had a massive argument with George. They had always been best friends since they first met on The X Factor and had never properly fell out so I felt really bad, that their friendship had been ruined by me! 

Things weren't going well for me either. I loved Josh, I loved him more than anything else in the world and he hated me for what I had done. And there was no way I could change that. I guess nothing ever goes the way it's supposed to. But everything happens for a reason, right? 

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Double update because I'm in a good mood. Met Cian Gleeson and Matt Harrison today. If you don't know them then you should check them out on Twitter, Facebook and Youtube. They are amazing. 

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I'm also starting a new OLLY MURS fanfiction soon so keep your eyes open for that if you like Olly. 

Thanks to everyone reading. 

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