"i'm cute?"
"yeah" she smirks and suddenly sits on my lap
"what are you doing?"
"Lavender, your lips look extremely soft"
"umm"
she puts her thumb on my lips and looks up at me biting hers
she looks down again and slowly moves towards my lips
"have you ever kissed a girl" she whispers and i shake my head
"i see. a boy?"
"ye-yeah"
one night on tour with my dad i saw a really cute boy in the meet and greet line so during limelight i sneaked in and kissed him
we had a small thing for the night but other than that i never saw him again
but back in the present moment im not ready for what's going to happen
my heart starts beating fast and she gets close to my lips
i decide fuck it and pull her face in to mine to kiss me
i gotta admit this feels much better than kissing any boy
she smirks against my lips and we continue to kiss
i finally come to my senses and push her off. kissing her is too weird plus i'm not even gay
"what the fuck are you thinking" i say
"hey you pulled my head towards your lips"
"cause it was going to be to awkward if i didn't"
"you still kissed me back though"
"you need to leave"
"but Lavender-"
"leave aria! now!"
"i'm sorry." she starts to cry and quickly picks up her backpack
"go home!" i yell one last time
i know i shouldn't have yelled but she's been awful to me from the beginning so she kind of deserves it
she leaves my room and i sigh
i can't believe she kissed me
oh no what if she tells people i kissed her
fuck she's going to ruin my life
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tea!
