liar (shizaya)

Chapter 21: Alone pt2

Alone part 2
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"-zaya. Izaya, wake up."

His eyes opened slowly, the light straining them.

"Finally! You were out cold for about 8 hours! Can you believe that? I tried to wake you up an hour before, but you didn't react. Maybe all the loss of sleep is getting to ya."

8 hours? He slept for 8 hours?

And how did he get here anyway?

What happened before he ended up here?

Why was he at Shinras instead of his own home?

Many questions popped in his head. He felt like it was going to explode.

"-ey. Hey! Are you alright, Izaya? You were spacing off."

"Yeah...I'm alright.." His voice came out rough, maybe because how dry his throat was.

"Ok, now would you mind telling me why Kadota found you in an alleyway?"

Alleyway.....

Oh. Now he remembered.

Namie.

Shizu-chan.

The alleyway.

Dizzy.

'You got raped.'

He shook his head, clearing that thought.

"What? You don't want to tell me?"

"I was running from Shizu-chan. I stopped in the nearest alleyway then I started to feel dizzy so I just sat there and I guess I went out without noticing."

Shinra raised an eyebrow, "Running away from Shizuo? Why?"

"That is none of you business. Now tell me how I got here."

"Well, Kadota just found you sleeping in an alleyway. He said he tried to wake you up, but you didn't budge. So, he decided to bring you here. He left just a while ago so I can't tell you the details."

Izaya didn't respond. He just laid there staring at the ceiling.

"Are you okay, Izaya? Answer truthfully."

I'm not.

"Of course, why wouldn't I be? Now I have to go work. I am a busy man after all!"

He got up and grabbed his jacket that was hung up.

"Bye bye! Tell Dotachin I said thank you!"

"Wait Izaya-"

Izaya flashed him a smile, "Bye!"

He practically ran out of the apartment, not noticing that a certain person in a bartender suit was sitting in the living room with the headless rider.

...

[What happened?]

Shinra sighs and sat down next to Celty.

"He always does that! It's a little frustrating how he can't admit to anything."

"What did you say to him?" Shizuo asked.

"I just asked him if he was okay and he turned all 'Im a busy man, I don't have time for this' mode."

"Also, can you tell me why Izaya was running away from you? Are you guys back to normal?"

"Well, I tried to get him to talk, but he just turned mad and ran away. I decided to go after him but I lost him so I gave up."

Shinra sighed again, "Give him some time, Shizuo. For now, I'll try to get him to talk. Im sure he needs someone to talk to."

"Alright, Shinra. Do whatever you need to do."

...

He didn't want to go back.

He didn't want to face Namie.

Well, Namie wasn't the problem.

The truth was.

He was in deep denial at the moment.

He wants to believe that that didn't happen.

That it was all a nightmare.

He's one of the strongest of Ikebukuro. He just couldn't get raped.

So he wants to keep it like that.

So he decides to find a safe place to sleep.

He left his wallet at home, so he couldn't get a hotel room.

He was forced to wander around the streets.

...

Hours passed and he was still out looking for a safe place to stay at.

He decided to just stay at a park for the night.

He sat on a swing just on his phone looking at the chat.

[No one is online]

He sighs and began to push himself on the swing.

He remembered when he was little, he would come here often.

Some of his classmates would be there, but they ignored him, until one day there wasn't enough swings for all of them.

"Aw there isn't enough swings!"

They all looked at me.

"Get off, Izaya! I want to get on!"

I shook my head, thinking they would leave me alone.

What a dumb kid I was.

"I said get off!"

The kid pushed me off and began to kick me.

I began to cry like a little baby I was.

Maybe I still am.

The kid's friends laughed at me until an adult came to help me.

He laughed to himself as he remembered that little dumb memory.

"What are laughing about, info broker?"

Izayas eyes widened.

"So you remember us, huh? You better be scared!"

Izaya laughed. "Me scared of you thugs? Never."

"That's not what your face said when we were fucking you hard."

They all laughed at him.

The truth was that Izaya was very scared.

He was shaking.

He felt tears forming in his eyes.

He tried to keep his smirk on his face, but he just couldn't.

One of the thugs raised a hand, getting ready to slap him.

Izaya closed his eyes, ready for the impact.

But it never came.

Instead he heard grunts of pain and growling that was very familiar.

"Oh shit it's Shizuo Heiwajima!"

"Who cares? We can take him on!" The leader of the thugs yelled.

Then as soon as they knew it, they were thrown to the other side of Ikebukuro.

Once Shizuo was done with them, he walked up to Izaya.

"Are you ok, fleabag?"

I don't want to be alone.

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**This isn't edited so there will be mistakes :/ And sorry for very slow update! I'll try to update this as fast as I can I promise!**