Finding B

Chapter 17- Mistakes made, Moments shared

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"Freya? Jake?" I call slightly regretting my dramatic exit. Turning the corner I scream falling down on my ass. Rubbing my head I open my eyes to see Freya doing the same.

"Ouch." I mutter she gets up helping me. "Sorry."

"It's fine we both did it. Where's Jake is he ok?" Her face turning sad.

"I think he needs a moment but he's in the third room on the right. Oh we can stay the night if we want his dads leaving soon and his mom has work early." She shrugs I wish her luck as she heads back to the dining room.

Walking up to the door I knock on it quietly. "Fee please I just need a moment I'm fine." He murmurs through the door. Frowning I open the door walking in, closing it behind me "I don't believe that for a second you two should not of left me in that room wi—"

He cuts me off as I turn around pressing his lips against mine, pressing me against the door kissing me hard.

Placing my hands on his chest I push him slightly pulling away. "Jake..." my voice filled with conflict.

"I'm sorry I just..." his voice quiet. I looked up to see water marks down his cheek. Frowning I wipe them away like he'd done to me a while ago.

"What were you going to say?" He asks me I could tell he wanted a distraction. "You shouldn't of left me in the room with your parents I may of not held back... well I did! J-just a tiny bit." Letting out a half hearted laugh.

I pull him into a comforting hug. "Don't get too used to this I don't hug." I murmur into his neck. "I know." He mumbled back.

His hands began slowly rubbing my sides he pulled me tight " Jake... we cant." He pulls back placing his hands on the sides of my face. Looking directly in my eyes sadly, "I can't help it B.... I need you," his brows furrow as he says it.

He stepped closer to me leaning down slowly letting me know I can stop him. I froze overcome with emotions running through me. He's in pain and he wanted something good, yes it's wrong but- I felt as though I was looking in the mirror.

I knew how he felt and that's why the moment his lips met mine I knew I was about to mess up. Badly.

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His kiss at first soft and gentle, turned harder pressing me against the counter, his hands sliding down my body.

Sliding under my shirt he ran circles along my stomach. Running my hands down his body, wrapping my arms around his body. As he shoved my bag and jacket to  the side undoing my buttons before kissing neck and shoulders.

Unzipping my jeans I shove off my heels, drastically shrinking in size. Pulling away from me he helps me push my jeans down, grabbing me by the waist, picking me up placing me on the counter.

Pulling them off properly I put them on top on my jacket. Instantly kissing me again his hand travels down pressing against me, my panties in the way. Adding pressure he moves in circular motions as I undid his belt and pants, them falling to the ground.

He pulls me closer to the edge grabbing towels by the shower placing them behind me I reached over locking the door. As his fingers enter me, my breathing quickening as he places kisses along my neck.

Reaching up to the top cabinet he pulls out a condom taking his boxers off putting it on. He looks at me and I nod biting my lip.

He slowly enters me and I quietly moan trying to keep quiet as he slowly but deeply thrusts in and out of me. Placing my hands on the sides of his neck I look at him.