12BU || Chanlix [Completed]

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It's been a month since he started sitting with us, somehow I got used to it, I guess.

Don't get me wrong, it still hurts, I've just gotten better at learning not to feel it, I suppose.

Maybe I faked being sick a couple times to avoid you two during lunch, but I'm over it. Promise.

Except I'm not.

My chest still gets sore after lunch from how much it hurts to sit at the table and eat like a normal human and pretend that I'm not in love with my best friend's boyfriend.

Oh yeah, he's your boyfriend. I forgot.

Just yesterday I pretended that the cafeteria food made me want to throw up so I could sprint to the bathroom right as he was about to feed you a fry.

I did throw up, but it wasn't because of the cafeteria food.

All my feelings just came up at once, and I guess throwing up was the only way my body could make me feel better.

Jisung came to check on me. Why didn't you?

Do you know I'm in love with your boyfriend? That I'd give anything to trade places with you just so I can hold his hand?