Kuroo X Reader

Forgive me

"Why hello!~" a woman smirked devilishly. Your heart dropped further every second and you backed up slowly,

"m-mother...."

"(F/N) sweetie!" Your Nana said, "we didnt think you would be home..." You gave a confused look, "where else would I be-" but then you stopped and thought of the one place you would be; Kuroo.

"Aren't you gonna give me a hug (F/N)?" Your mother joke, you clenched your fist and your heart felt so fast. Atticus leaned against you and you fell on the step to the stairs. You put your head into Atticus's neck and began to tear up, "g-get out of m-my sight..." you mumbled enough for her to hear you. Your Nana grabbed your mothers arm and brought her to a different room.

"I-I tho-thought...." You started but your Pa cut in "she came sooner than we thought, she just got here this morning..." your Pa went to reach for you but you slapped his hand away, "I-im sorry....I need to g-get to school.." You got up and grabbed Atticus's vest and leach.

Once you exited the house you walked halfway then began to ball your eyes out, you were already late so it didnt matter to you. You sat down on a bench and tried to calm down. Your breaths became slower but you still had to go to school. You started to pet Atticus and you took one more breath before getting up and walking to school.

Once you got to school you walked up to your class room and took your seat. Luckily for you it was almost lunch which meant the day was almost over but you also didnt wanna go because how could you face Kuroo?

~

It was now lunch and you didnt even go to the cafeteria, you went up to the roof and hid for the time being. Atticus laid in your lap while you happily patted his head, "it feels like the whole world wants me to suffer for all the times I've been happy..." you laid back and looked at the sky. You closed your eyes and took in the breeze, "I wish everything was this peaceful..."

~Kuroos POV~

Kuroo bashed his head on the lunch table, "yikes!! Man are you ok!?" Yaku asked. Kenma sat next to Kuroo playing his games like normal, "he messed up with (F/N)..." Kenma simply said. Kuroos head quickly rose, "h-how?!" Kuroo asked. Kenma sighed and closed his game, "listen Kuroo your easy to read, you clearly like (F/N) and the fact she isnt here means you messed up." Kenma said harshly.

"Well damn Kenma I didnt know how harsh you could be!!" Yamamoto said. Kuroo looked at Yamamoto with the 'your just now noticing this?' face.

"Where is (F/N)~chan do you know?" Lev asked, Kuroo shook his head. Soon somebody walked up to Lev and sat next to him, "Ah hey Dottie!" Lev said. "Hi!! Where's (F/N) I thought she would be here?" Dottie asked. Kuroo put his head down hoping Dottie wouldnt see him, "Kuroo now you have her best friend to deal with.." Kenma said. Dottie lit up and a dark aura filled the cafeteria, "What. Did. You. Do?" She asked darkly. The whole team backed up a bit.

Kuroo still had this head down until Dottie walked over to him and dragged him by the ear out in the hallway. "What happened?" She asked, Kuroo looked down "I...kissed (F/N)" he mumbled. Dotties eyes widened, "you cant be serious..."

"Look I know! I messed up and if I could take it back I would! It was just in the moment..." Kuroo said. Dottie sighed, "Dont get me wrong she like you, but with (F/N) its difficult...I cant explain her. You should go and talk to her and hear her reason." With that Dottie walked to the cafeteria door "Shes on the roof..."

Kuroo ran up towards the roof and opened the door, he didnt see anybody. He stepped towards the middle, he noticed she wasnt up here and turned around. Once he turned around his eyes widened, "(F/N)..." he said.

You looked up and gasped, "W-why..." "I'm sorry!!" He cut you off. You stood up and started to walk away, "please!! (F/N) wait!" Kuroo said. Your back was facing him, you wanted to cry.

"What...? What do you want..?" You asked. "Please...talk to me, do you not love me?" He asked. Your eyes widened and you turned around, "Do I NOT love you??! Of course I do!! I do love you, with all my heart..." you said tears in your eyes.

"Then why? Why do you shut me out?" Kuroo asked, "it's not that simple..." you say now looking down in shame. Kuroo walked closer to you and was now towering over you. "I'm good at listening if you believe it or not..." he smiled softly.

"Your to good Kuroo..." you started "your way to good for somebody who is broken like me...you deserve better-" you were interrupted by Kuroo hugging you. "Dont say those things, broken or not I'd still love you!" He said. With those words you broke down and fell to the ground, Kuroo sat right next to you.

"It scares me Kuroo!! M-my future, I'm scared of hurting p-people that I care about, physically and m-mentally!! I'm scared to l-love anybody, but I do! It hurts right n-now to love you!! What if I were to get m-married, and then have kids!? Would I hurt them like my parents hurt me?! Im just s-so scared!!" You sobbed into Kuroos shoulder. Kuroo smiled and put his had on your head, "you wont do any of that because you have Atticus and me to remind you would never. You'll be great! We all will!" Kuroo said.

You removed your body from his, "she c-came back..." you said looking down. "Isnt it to early?!" Kuroo asked, you nodded you head "it is...s-she tried to hug me...I was scared...I dont k-know what to d-do..."

Kuroo smiled, "you can come stay with me for the time..." you shook your head. "I couldnt do that, but thank you..." you said. You looked into each others eyes, "(F/N)...can...I?" Kuroo asked. You smiled and nodded, soon your lips were locked with his and tears still ran down your cheeks. The kiss lasted until you had to break away to breath, "I love you (F/N).."

"I love you too Tetsu!"