Chapter 9-I'm Sorry

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HELLO! Okay so I just wanted to tell you that to follow 2 amazingly awesome people.Their both my best friends and only have a few followers and I promised them that I would make a shout out.Their names are @laylawheeler and @haileygregg.If there are more than one result then just go to my profile and look at my followers they should both be there somewhere.So anyway yeah go follow them and READ PEASANTS!

Alexis's P.O.V.

The meal was just as awkward as I had expected.No one talked,no one looked anybody in the eyes,and I don't think anybody looked up from their phone or plate.Thankfully,they didn't order as much as I had expected,so it didn't take very long.

After we ate,we didn't even wait for the waiter to come with our check we just walked up to front saying that we had something really important to do and played there.

While we were driving I called Emma,asking where we were supposed to drop the guys off.I guess luck just wasn't on my side today,because she responded with: "Oh,I hope you don't mind taking them to wherever you girls are going.We just got a call from their manager and he said that the schedule was clear.I have to go to a meeting now,bye." And then hung up.

Wow.Thanks Emma.

Now if I was 13 again,in the orphanage and someone were to tell me that I was gonna get adopted by a world famous boyband,fall in love with a close friend,get sent away,and end up in a band with my best friends and reunite with the guy I fell in love with and his band,I probably would of sent them to an insane asylum.

But now its really happening and I have no idea what to do.Maybe if Luke hadn't started ignoring me,and made that twitcam with him and his new 'girlfriend',there might have been a possibility of me jumping into his arms and start crying.

The thing is,he knows what he did.He knows exactly why its awkward right now,why I refuse to talk to him or any of the other guys,why I'm trying to avoid making any sort of physical contact or communication with him.

After the twitcam I sent a text to Calum,Michael,and Ashton saying sorry and that,that'll be the last text I ever sent to them.I explained my reasons and how much I'll miss them and won't forget all the great times and memories we created in those two years.Then I deleted their numbers.

As for Luke,I texted him saying that I hope he has fun with his new girlfriend,and that I'll always love him.Then I did the same as I did with the others and deleted his number,letting go of all the things I could possibly look back at when I'm sad.

But I know that if I didn't delete them,I would probably only look at them and break down.

Before any of us knew it,we were arriving at Hailey's apartment complex.

"You guys can sit down and watch TV or do whatever," Hailey spoke once we entered the room. "If you need anything just ask me,Jules or Rae." She added,purposely leaving my name out while looking at me.

The guys turned their heads to me,my eyes meeting Luke's before quickly looking away.One of them,I couldn't tell who,let out an cough.I'm guessing someone nodded to her,because she grabbed my hand and dragged me to her room,the girls trailing behind.

Once she closed the door,I sat on the edge of the bed and burrows my head in my hands.I let a groan escape my lips as I peter back and closed my eyes in frustration.

"Why does this have to happen to me?" I asked rhetorically.I didn't really expect an answer but Jules spoke up anyway.

"Don't worry Lex,I'm sure that we can work this out.Soon enough we'll be back to normal and maybe things won't be so weird with the guys." She reassured me,but even I could see her trying to convince herself.

"I hope so." I sighed.

"Alexis?"

A voice startled me,releasing me from my thoughts. "Hm?" I looked up,only to be met with the oh so familiar blue orbs I had missed so much.My breath hitched in my throat. "I need to talk to you." I looked at the girls for some quick help but they just nodded,giving me looks that said 'Go,this might be your chance to work things out!'

I clenched my jaw,but looked back up at the blonde on front of me anyway. "Um..yeah sure." I let out quietly.

I stood up from the black leather couch.I led him to the guest room,guessing that he wanted to talk in private.

"I'm sorry." Was the first thing he said.I sighed. "When I didn't say anything he continued. "I know that I ignored you,and that I didn't tell you about Shelby but-"

"Oh so her name was Shelby!?" I asked sarcastically. "Thats great,I was worried that you picked up some random blonde off the street to break up with me." I sat him a sarcastic smile.

He look faintly hurt but I was too angered to feel sympathetic. "I guess I deserved that.But please listen to me! I'm sorry,I don't know what I was thinking.I was stupid,and a teenager,but I'm grown now. I broke up with her about 2 months later,because I couldn't get you off my mind.The boys didn't talk to me for weeks after you sent us those last texts.I still beat myself up for it everyday,knowing that I broke your heart."

He looked genuinely sorry,and it only confirmed that when I look into his eyes.It might be three years later,but I still remember the look he had when he was lying and when he was telling the truth.

I stayed silent for a moment,before closing my eyes. "Fine.I believe you." I sent him a small smile.He returned a brighter one and did a little jump. "Really? That's great,now things can go back to the way they were a-" I once again cut him off.

"Slow down! Just because I believe you doesn't mean I forgive you." His smile faltered a bit. "Luke you can't expect me to forgive your immediatly after what you did to me.We can try to start over,but its gonna take a lot more than sorry for me to forgive you."

He nodded,his grin returning. "As long as there s possibility of gaining you back,that's all I need."

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