Tonight I'm getting over you

Chapter 5

Elle's POV

The moment I said goodbye to theresa ay kumaripas na ka agad ako ng lakad kasi baka malate na ako. pagdating sa parking lot kinuha ko na ka agad yung susi ko at binuhay yung sasakyan.

tch. wag pilosopo ah. syempre parang binuay ko yung makina ng sasakyan kasi inistart ko.

di naman masyadong traffic kaya nakarating ka agad ako sa companya. nag park na ako and then sumakay na ng elevator.

shit. kinakabahan ako. paano kung may makita nanaman ako dun? the last time i went here is when he told me na. urghhhhh. fuck.!! ayoko ng maalala.

pero di pa rin maalis sa isipan ko kung anong pwedeng mangyari.ang gagawin ko naman talaga is mag report tungkol dun sa drawing ko na hotel kasi nga ako yung architect ng company kaya mula entrance hanggang sa roof top ng floor ako ang gumawa medyo di ko tapos yun eh kaya nagpatulong din ako kay theresa kagabi bago siya umalis .pero di pa naman siya report na pangkalahatan i mean kailangan ko muna ng approval niya bago ko yun ipresent sa board.

(*ting*)

that the sound of the elevator. lumabas na ako at mabibigat na hakbang ang ginagawa ko. kasi believe it or not natatakot ako. kung kagabi ang lakas ng loob ko ngayon naman parang gusto ko nang mag back out sa plano ko.

kailangan ko pa ata bumuli ng alak ah? de joke lang. baka masisante na ako. at di na ako mapalapit kay xander. ito na nga lang yung nakikita kong paraan para mapalapit sa kanya eh.

hanggang sa nandito na ako sa tapat ng opisina niya. kilala na naman ako ng lahat dito eh hindi dahil sa may relasyon kami ni xander kung di dahil epleyado din ako dito. but still masyado pang maaga kaya kokonti palang yung nakikita ko.

(*knocks*)

i knocked three times and di ko na siya inaantay sumagot at nag tuloy tuloy na ako sa loob

Alexander's POV

The moment she said her goodbye to me I want to take back all the terrible things I've said and done. Alam kong maling mali. I brushed my hair and sighed heavily. I can't concentrate on what to do. If I will still continue to ignore her or take her back. Pero bahala na i said at the back of my mind. I hurriedly followed her car and good thing naabutan ko pa. She's hurt because of me. I know. Pero sana wag naman niyang ipahamak yung sarili niya. She is crying for GODAMN SAKE! baka mapano siya.

I was so relieved to see her car stop. and because I was focused on her cause she's driving while crying. I did'nt notice that we stop on a beach. I think this is the nearest beach in this place. and i also know that... this is the place she goes when she's so sad and whenever she's hurt. because she once told me that the sea calm her. that the peaceful scene gives her a clearer view on what she's going to do.

And I fucking know that it is because of me kung bakit sa naguguluhan at nasasaktan. I watched her from a far. Maybe she didnt notice that I followed her. Nakita kong kinuha niya from her pocket the necklace I gave to her. It was an anniversary gift. an infinity necklace. i remembered what she said earlier:

" i never believed in cupid, love, fairytales, forever and a happy ending until you came. nagbago lahat ng paniniwala ko kasi you proved to me na tama ka. pero mukhang ako pa ang tama sating dalawa. there's no fucking forever and love its just a shit"

I know she hates me. But what she doesnt know is that I hate myself more.

(present)

I sighed heavily. I finished my canned beer and throw it to the trash can. Pumunta na ako sa lamesa ko at nagsimula ng magtrabaho. It's been 2 weeks na hindi siya pumapasok buti na lang no one dare to ask me kung bakit di ko pa siya tinatanggal sa trabaho. Kasi kung nagkataon kung sino man yung magtatanong na yun baka siya pa sisantehin ko.