Love = Pain (Kamisero)

Chap 9~ It hurts

Denki P.O.V

*3 days later*

It's only been 3 days and I already can't Function. I didn't realize how much he lit up my life. I didn't realize how much I needed him. Kiri, Mina, and I all got a week off of school. We had visited him everyday for as long as we could. We did the same thing everyday, updating him on our lives. Yesterday was a fun "conversation".

*flashback*

We walked in normally. The second I saw him I was already holding back tears. It hurt as much as the first time to see him all bandaged up like that. We all sat down like we had before, Kiri and Mina on one side, me on the other. I held his hand gently again. "Hey Sero. It's Kami, Mina, and Kiri. I know you can't hear us but we have some things to update you on."

Mina started talking after that. "Yeah. Kiri won't be explaining much since it's a bad topic for him right now but, you may be a bit happy because of this. Or not. I don't know. It could go either wa-" "BAKUGO GOT ARRESTED." Kiri shouts, cutting Mina off. "Bakugo got arrested..." He says again tears streaming down his face

Eijiro P.O.V

It hurts so much. I know what he did was bad but.. he was my boyfriend! I loved him.. I do love him. This isn't like him at all. There's something wrong with him and I need to know it.

Sure he gets angry but what he did, he wouldn't ever do. It may seem right up his alley to do something like this to bitches like Monoma but in reality it isn't. 1A knows, the bakusquad knows better but I know best.

When we're together he goes soft. He's so sweet around me. I already miss when it would be midnight and he would sneak into my room to cuddle. He can be a huge romantic. He used to shower me in kisses when I was semi-sad. But now that's all gone. For now atleast. It's hard enough with Sero missing but now Bakugo too..

I don't know how much longer I can take this pain.

Denki P.O.V

Me and Mina stared at Kiri. Mina hugged him as he cried. His hair was down and now all in his face. I can't imagine the pain Kiri is going through. Losing one of his best friends and his boyfriend.. if this is his much I hurt.. I can't imagine double it..

*Flashback ends*

I needed to start getting ready. People (
were already in class so I could walk around the dorms looking a mess if I need to. I slip out of bed and walk to my bathroom. I brushed out my hair and looked at my tear stained face. I sighed and brushed my teeth.

Though it's been warm recently, today was a bit chilly so I decided to use Sero's hoodie. Once Bakugo was arrested we came back to the dorms and Aizawa let us keep Sero's key. We normally go there after we get back from the hospital to cry some more.

The first time we went to his room we all took a few things so it would be like we had him near us. I just took a blanket and a hoodie.

I throw the hoodie over top a plain black shirt along with some jeans as always. I grab my wallet since we were getting flowers and stuff today, my phone, and my phones charger cord. I step out of my room and lock the door. I see Kiri leaving his room aswell. "Hey Kiri." I say. He just looks up and nods. His hair was down but brushed out, he wore a red hoodie with black jeans and held his phone and wallet in his hand. His phone case looked different. I realized he changed it. His old case had a montage of picture of him and Bakugo. This one was just red and black marble with the words Red Riot in white. He walks over to me and we walk to the elevator.

We see Mina in the common room and we leave the dorms to go to the gift shop.

*time skip cuz idek rn*

We get to the hospital. We're all holding a few things for Sero. We walk up to the desk. "Who are you here for." A young girl we haven seen before asks..? She's staring at her computer and it's obvious she's not paying attention to anything besides it. "Sero Hanta." I reply. "Room-" I cut her off "Room 238 I know." She rolls her eyes as we walk away. "Wait! Two of you have to stay out here. People are already there." She calls to us. We all have confused looks. His parents are at work and everyone else is at school. Kiri and Mina let me go since I... you know.

*flashback*

We were walking back to the dorms when Mina asked me something. "Kami?" I turn to her. "Yeah?" I question. "Do you... like Sero?" Kiri then turns to us aswell. I feel my face heat up. "I-" I don't know what to say to them. If I say no I'd be lying and I don't want to do that to my best friends but if I said yes that would mean I'd also be coming out to them. It's not like it would matter, I know they wouldn't care but is not really the best time? I feel a hand on my shoulder. "You know we won't care. Mina would probably be happy as she could have other ship to cry over." Kiri says gently and reassuringly. I nod and begin.

"Yeah... I do like him.. a lot." I saw awkwardly as I play with my fingers. Mina smiles. "Yay! Kiri was right about me being happy about this. I knew there was something more there!" She says excited. "Knew..?" I choke out. "Kami... sweetie. Your not good at hiding it. Sero is just pretty oblivious to things like this. I especially knew when you were all like 'Sero I love you!'" She imitates me crying. We all laugh a little.  Sero probably would have found Mina imitation funny as well.. I shake my head as Kiri speaks up again. "So are you gay?" He asks. "No I'm pansexual." I reply he nods and turns away. "I think he likes you to." Mina says bluntly. "R-really?" I look at her with a shocked expression. She just nods. "If- no. When he wakes up you need to tell him. Even if he doesn't like you back which, I'm sure he does, you still need to." She says assuringly. "Okay.. I guess I will." And so it was set. I will be telling Sero I like him when he wakes up.

*flashback over*

I start my walk to Sero's room as Kiri and Mina turn back to walk to the waiting room.

I already know exactly how to get to his room. I started thinking about who the other visitors could be. When I get to the room it's nobody I thought it would be.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" I scream.

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Word count: 1211

Hah. Who do y'all think it is? Btw I had no idea what to have this chapters title be heh. Also sorry, i forget if they have bathrooms connected or not but for the sake of the story they will, the next chapter or two may not have that much fun stuff happen except the beginning of the next one. Though that may not be that fun... anyways but soon there's gunna be a really sad chapter. Sorry y'all. I said this story would be angst :/

Do y'all even read these lmao

Anyways...

Till next time🖤