Love = Pain (Kamisero)

Chap 15~ Come With Me..

⚠️as said before this chapter is gunna be full of trigger stuff. If things involved in suicide trigger you I advise you don't read past the warning. If you are battling with suicidal thoughts please try to find someone to talk to. I know it's not that easy to talk to someone but I truly advise that you do. Now onto the story!⚠️

Denki P.O.V

I wake up early. It's Friday which means everyone is probably awake by now but probably not in the kitchen or common room. I pull myself out of bed. I didn't sleep much last night as usual. It's not like I would need it today though.

I slowly make my way towards the door . Once in the hallway I hear movement from the floor above. People are definitely awake and getting ready. I just hope I don't have to talk to any of them. I continue to slowly walk to the elevator. Once the elevator reaches the bottom floor I see the kitchen light on. I sigh not wanting to talk to people.

Iida and Momo are cooking breakfast. They both turn when they hear a floor board creak. I feel awkward being a complete mess while they are all ready. "Good morning Kaminari. Would you like me to make you an omelet?" Iida asks. "That would actually be nice. Thank you Iida." He smiles and nods. "It's the least I can do for you in your current situation." He says kindly before turning back around. I walk towards the fridge and pull out the orange juice. "Hey Kami. How are you?" Momo says. I'm not used to her saying Kami and I guess I accidentally showed that. "Oh, I'm sorry for calling you Kami, it just came out." She explains, visibly embarrassed. "No it's fine Momo! I just didn't expect it is all. And I'll be fine." She nods. "Right. So today's your last day off?" "Yep. I'm going to miss being off but I'll be fine. It's been a nice week I guess." She smiles. "Yep. Going to visit Sero today?" "Probably." I reply.

I'd set up, go to see him while saying one last goodbye and go leave the note, then come back here and well.. end it.

"Here you are Kaminari." Iida says as he sets a plate down. "Thank you Iida." He nods. "My pleasure." He says before walking back to the stove. Midoriya walks in next. "Good morning everyone!" He exclaims. "Good morning Midoriya." Iida and Momo say in unison. "Oh, Kaminari. Were you ok yesterday? I saw you looking at me and Todoroki and then you just left crying.." He asks, concerned. I nod. "Yeah I'm sorry about that. Something just happened yesterday and I was just in a bad spot then. Neither of you did anything don't worry." After I said that he visibly relaxed. "That's good. I was worried we did something to upset you." I shake my head.

After making a big more small talk as I finish my breakfast I stand up and wave. "Goodbye guys." Midoriya waves back. "Bye! Have a good day!" Momo smiles. "Bye Kami!" Iida also waves slightly. "Enjoy your last day off." I sigh as I walk back. That was the last time I'd see them, but they don't realize it.

Once back in my room I lay on my bed. I couldn't set up now as I had the risk of people coming to my dorm. I decide to look at old texts from me and Sero.

I saw all the jokes we made. I saw our meme competitions. I saw all the times I'd text him at 4 in the morning, hoping he'd be awake and sure enough he was. I started to silently cry. I missed him so much. I heard the doors shut. I could finally set up.

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING STARTS HERE⚠️

I grab the chair from my desk as I look for a good place to put the hanger in.

Soon enough I find a good place as I grab a hanger thing and a hammer. I slowly start to hit the hanger as it disappears into the ceiling. After getting the entire bottom into the ceiling I pull on it. Seeing it will be able to hold the rope, I step off the chair.

I clean up my room a small bit, making sure the last thing everyone saw from my room wasn't a mess. I found a pile of pictures and I slowly looked through them. I decided to hang them up on my cork board.

After covering my entire cork board I still had a few pictures. I pick up a tape dispenser and I chuckle a bit. Before I came to UA I would never find a tape dispenser funny but now I did and I met Sero Hanta. The best tape dispenser out there. The best person out there. The best friend, I'm sure the best boyfriend, the best meme lord, the funniest person I know, one of the nicest people I know, one of the most caring people I know. The list could go on.

I snap out of my trance and I start sticking the pictures the my wall. The next thing I do is set up the cards neatly on my desk. They are neatly labeled with a small sticker on each of the envelopes. I place them down in a good order. They are parallel to each other. I don't think I could do better with placing them down. Sero's is on a little table closer to the door so I can grab it when I go.

I next grab the rope. I messily tie a noose and throw it onto the hook.

I stare at it. It's as if the noose is calling to me. Telling me to just do it now. Telling me it won't matter. Telling me to get it over with. My body moves on its own and soon enough I'm standing next to the chair.

I start to head footsteps running down the hallway. The footsteps are followed by banging on a door. I look at my door but quickly look back at the noose in front of me.

It's almost over.

I'm almost free.

I won't be a burden anymore.

I won't have to live with the pain of being without Sero.

I step onto the chair. Here we go.

I close my eyes. I see my parents first. My sister soon comes into view. Next Bakugo, Kiri, and Mina come in. They all just stand there as one big group, looking at me. I see one more figure walking up. I soon notice who it is. Sero. Instead of joining the group like the others did he walks up to me. He hold out his hand to me.

"Come with me."

"Okay.."

I slowly slip my head through the noose but before I could hit the chair from under me...

"KAMI OPEN UP! ITS ABOUT SERO!"

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Word count: 1002

Sorry this chapter is sloppy as fuckkkkk

I wanted to finish it. Sorry Denki is doing this.

Sadness yEet

I may try to edit this one soon. I'd do it now but it's uh 4 am so i need sleep.

Anyways...

Till next time🖤