Love = Pain (Kamisero)

Chap 3~ Talking

Hanta P.O.V

"Why bakugo? WHY?!" I scream before running after Kami.

"Kami?" I knock gently on the door. "Its me Sero. Are you ok? Well of course your not but still.." I mumble the last part. I hear footsteps and the door creaks open. His eyes are already red and puffy and you can see the tears rolling down his face. He sniffles. "Sero.." He says right before I pull him into a hug. "Its ok. Your ok" I say as I rub circles on his back. I let him cry into my shoulder. After he calms down a tiny bit I let go to close and lock the door. We sit on his bed. "Why did he say all of that.. Is it true?" He looks up at me. "Is what true?" I question. "What he said.." Im instantly shocked. I quickly turn tp face him and put my hands on his shoulders.

"Kaminari Denki. None of that is true and you better not believe it. Your in no way worthless. You belong in 1A even more then me. You may be at the bottom of the class but that is only because you spend your time doing better things like being a meme god and trust me id wayyy rather have a bottom of the class meme god then a top of the class bore. And do you know what, yes you do get dumb after overusing your quirk. Everyone has some kind of drawback. Its not your fault that yours is a bit weirder. And you also light up so many peoples lives. You make so many people laugh and well... Your my best friend. You've always been there for me. You've always made me happy. Your literally the freakin sun. And I love you... in a no homo way haha."

he chuckled at the last part. It hurt saying no homo like that but I couldn't tell him. I couldn't ruin the friendship we we had even if we wasn't straight, as he just didn't like me like that which I doubt he does.

"You really mean all that..?" he says. "Of course." he smiles. I pull him into another hug. We stay like that for a while until we hear a knock at the door. "Ill get it." I say standing up. I unlock the door and open it slightly, scared incase its bakugo. Its Kiri and Mina. "Can we come in?" Mina asks softly. I look at Kami. He gives a slight nod. "Yeah." I open the door for them as they run to Kami and giving him a huge hug.

Denki P.O.V

"Im so sorry Kami. I don't know what got into him and why he did that to you." Kiri said before hugging me again. It wasn't ok but I couldn't let them see me this upset. I looked at Sero with a kind of look that says 'get them out.' He nods slightly. "Hey guys I think Kami should be alone for a bit." he says. they look at him. "Does alone mean both of you?" Mina says with a smirk. he gets flustered. "I- uh-" you can see a blush start to form on his face. "Im kidding! Bye Kami." She hugs me one more time before leaving the room. "Bye Kami and once again im so sorry." Kiri says before patting kamis shoulder leaving aswell. Sero shuts the door behind them. We stay silent for a few minutes. "If you want me to leave I will." He says, breaking the silence. "No!" I accidentally shout. He looks up quickly because of my outburst. "S-sorry. I just don't want to be completely alone right now." I say looking down. "Ok.." He says as he walks over to my bed to sit down. "Maybe we could still have that talk?" I say, not knowing if he will accept. "Of course! If your up for it I mean." "Yeah. I think it would help a bit." I reply. "Ok. What should I start with.." I mumble. He waits patiently. "You know how im pan?" I ask. "Yeah?" He replies obviously confused but he looks nervous aswell. "I need help coming out to everyone else.." I say.

Hanta P.O.V

"Oh, ok." I reply. this might be a good time to tell him. "And uh.. same." I say quietly. "What?" He questions. "I need help coming out too." I say quickly. "Wait what?" "Im uh.. Bi.." I say nervously. He dosent answer.

Denki P.O.V

Hes bi. I have a chance with him even though he probably dosent like me like that at all but now theres at least a bit of hope. This also means that our entire group is LGBTQ+.. wow.

"Kami?" He waves in front of me. "Thats cool!" I blurt out. "I mean... welcome? I don't know what to say hah.." I try to fix my reply but I just end up ruining it more. "Its fine. You should know though. Maybe now we can come out together." He says with a smile. Wouldn't that seem like we're dating? I don't know.. maybe not. "Sure!" I exclaim. "Is there anything else you wanted to talk about?" He asks.

Should I talk to him about it.. it might be a good thing. I'll need to explain it to someone and I'd much rather it be my best friend then a therapist.

"Yeah.."

Jk I'm not gunna make y'all wait. It's 2 am and I'm bored haha

Hanta P.O.V

"Yeah.." he replies. "Alright. What?" His emotion changes. He looks... sad. It hurt me to see him with this emotion. He opens his mouth, about to speak but nothing comes out. "It's ok.. take your time Kami." I say softly. His eyes start to fill with tears. "Kami.." I say quietly as I pull him into a tight hug. He wraps his arms around me and buries his face into the crook of my neck. I can head muffled cries and sniffles.

"It's so hard Sero.." I hear. His voice was very muffled but I could understand it clear enough. "What is Kami?" I say as I start playing with his hair, smoothing it out. It was so soft. "Everything Sero.. everything.." his voice trails off. He grips me tighter, taking a ball of my shirt into his fist. "Kami.." I try to hold back tears. He was so upset and there was nothing I could do. It hurt me so much. "I wish I could help.." I say before resting my chin on his head. "Is there any way I can help?" I question, hoping there is a way. "Can you just... be here?" He looks up at me. "Of course." I say with a slight smile before wiping his tears off his cheeks.

*Time skip for a big cuz I'm to lazy to write all of this out rn*

After a little bit longer of just sitting there, holding each other, Kami starts to talk.

He tells me so much. I just sit there and listen.

He explains how him making other people laugh is his way of putting off his emotions.

He explains how much it really does hurt when people make fun of his drawback to his quirk.

He explains how there's this one guy who he believes he's in love with and dosent know how to tell him. This one hurt since it didn't seem like it was me at all.

He also includes a bit of how his dad is a major homophobe and how he can't tell him he likes guys as well.

He explains his fears and how scared he is of being judged because of them.

He explains how just overall depressed he is and how he hides it in memes and being a class clown.

And throughout the whole thing.. I sit and I listen. It's heartbreaking seeing the other side of him. You'd never guess he was depressed..

Denki P.O.V

I just say everything to him. No filter. Except when i talked about the boy im in love with.. careful not to slip up and accidentally tell him that this boy I keep gushing about is him. He listens throughout the whole thing. He stays quiet except for the occasional matter of a few words, but you can tell he's listening.

It fells so good after I'm finished. By the time I do it's very late and night and I just ask if Sero wants to stay over since we don't even have school the next day. He agrees as I find some clothes he had left last time we hung out and I forgot to give back. He changes and we go to bed.

I offered to take the floor but he declined it. "I'll sleep on the floor ok? You deserve a bed right now." He says before setting down a pillow. "Sero?" I call out into the dimmed room to him. "Yeah?" He replied turning to face my bed.

"You can just sleep in my bed."

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Word count: 1520

Hehe :)

Also a couple things: I forgot about denki already telling Sero he's pan so we're Gunna just go with it in the last chapter.

Also did I get u with thinking they'd confess? It would honestly be a really good time to do that but I wanted to try to follow the plot line I had made.. plus it's only the 3rd chapter and I don't want this so be a like 10 chapter book ya know? I like longer stories prob cuz I read them so quickly haha.

Anyways hope you enjoyed!
(I may or may not start the next chapter now)

Till next time🖤