Love = Pain (Kamisero)

Chap 18~ Confessions

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Hanta P.O.V

"I like you."

His voice is shaky. I don't realize im just staring at him until he finally calls my name. "O-Oh sorry I uh-" He cuts me off. "Im sorry I shouldn't have bothered you with this right now. You just woke up from being unconscious for almost a week. Im sure all your getting is information and I-" Its my turn to cut him off. "Kami. Calm down." I reach up and grab his hand. He looks down. "I like you too." I say quietly but obviously not quiet enough. His head shoots up. "Really?!" He says, visibly trying to contain his excitement. I nod. I see him make the happiest smile I've ever seen as his eyes light up. He then pulls me into yet another tight hug. Everyone else in the room starts to clap. I hold my hand up, signaling them to stop. They do. "Kami?" He lets go a bit and looks up at me. "Yeah?" I smile. "Will you be my boyfriend?" He nods and smiles widely again before I pull him back into a hug. I make another motion with my hand thats pretty much signaling to clap now. Everyone does. I feel him smile against my shoulder. I couldn't be happier right now. And neither could Kami.

He lets go and sits on the side of my bed. He hold out his hand. I look at him confused. "Denki." He says. I get what he's trying to do now. I smile and shake his hand. "Hanta." We laugh.

*Timeskip for my children*

Kiri, Mina, and Denki have filled me in on pretty much everything. I also know that next time I see Bakugo im going to forgive him. I believe that it wasn't actually him. I feel bad for him and I have a bad feeling that the league of villains may be involved. We don't know the extent they will go to anymore.

Denki is snuggled into my side, hugging me while I have one arm around him, keeping him close. My parents had to go to work for a few reasons and Kiri and Mina let Denki and I have some alone time while they went out to get food. I look down at him. "Hey K-Denki?" I almost forget to call him Denki. "Yeah S-Hanta?" He imitates me as he looks up at me with a smile. I give him an offended face(?). "How long have you known you liked me?" I ask. He rests his head back on my chest. "Since we became friends.." He replies awkwardly. "What about you?" "About the same I guess. Ever since the first day of school I found you intriguing. Then when we became friends I started to realize I did in fact like you." I tell him. He laughs. "intriguing?" I poke his back. "Yes. Intriguing." "I missed you so much." He says while digging his face into my chest and hugging me tighter. "Im sorry.." I say, pulling him closer. "For what?" He looks up at me to the best of his abilities. "For leaving you." I looks down at him with sad eyes. "It wasn't your fault." He looks back down. "I know.." I trail off before closing my eyes. We lay there for a while in silence. Its not awkward though its, pleasing silence. The silence you feel when your perfectly content with life. I never want to stop this moment. I never want Denki to let go. I wish this could last forever.

"Hanta?" He says quietly, as if he's trying not to disturb the silence. I hum in question. "Can I do something?" "Like what?" He lifts himself up. I immediately miss the warmth but I comply, moving my arm so he can sit up. He looks into my eyes for a few seconds. I stare back into his beautiful golden eyes. I could look into his eyes forever, get lost in them. Soon he leans forwards, closing the gap between us.

He presses his lips against mine gently. His lips are so soft. Its a short, loving kiss, but a kiss nonetheless. He pulls away and we look back into each others eyes. We start to laugh. Almost right after we finish laughing I pull him back into another kiss. We both smile into the kiss. Its finished as soon as it started but we stay together, foreheads pressing against each other. "Who said you could be the only one to get a kiss." I say with a laugh. "Not me." He replies.

After a few moments of just sitting like that I pull him down onto the bed. We retake the position we were in before that all happened. Once again we just lay there contently. Im happy right now. I have the boyfriend of my dreams cuddled against me and I have the best friends I could ask for getting me food. I have some of the best parents in the world and even though im in a hospital, I feel nothing but joy. I don't need to be worried anymore. I can finally say im happy without being scared of when my happiness will change.

I get a wave of tiredness. I look down at Denki. It looks like he's lost in thought too. Not bad thoughts though. I can tell by the small smile on his face. I can't imagine what pain he went through in the past week. I can't imagine what it was like without me. One day we were having fun at the pool and then later that day he's crying his eyes out and pouring his all out to me. Then the next day he almost looses me. It all happened so fast. But its okay now. Were okay now.

I smile a bit as I finally drift off to sleep.

Denki P.O.V

Im so content right now. I couldn't be happier. I know thats crazy to say since I was trying to kill myself just earlier today but, I really couldn't be happier right now. Im cuddling next to my new boyfriend, the boy ive had a crush on for the entire school year, the boy who I also shared my first kiss with. I move my arms a bit, getting into a better position. His chest rises and falls with every breath. A small, content smile sits on his face. I soon realize he's asleep. I decide to try to sleep to. I needed it badly. Ive barely slept this entire week. I close my eyes, using Hanta as a pillow. I soon drift off to sleep and first time in a week, I fall asleep without a tear stained face but with a happy smile instead.

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Word count: 1128

Sorry this is so bad, especially towards the end. I wanted to get this chapter done and it's 3 am so I just sped things up. I'm also just not good at writing fluff. Anywaysss

So as I said a few chapters ago I kinda wanna start another book soon. There's still a bunch to write in this book and I won't forget about it but idk.

Here are some I'm mainly thinking about doing. I may also take suggestions!

Ships:
Monoshin (Monoma x Shinso)

X readers:
Tamaki
Monoma
Sero
Denki (?)
Shinso(?)

Yea I have a lot more x reader ideas lmao. I could also do ships like Tododeku or kiribaku or x readers like todoroki or whatever but I'd prefer people that don't have as many books about them ya know? That's also why Denki and Shinso has a question mark since they both have a pretty decent amount of books for them.

That's all!

Anyways...

Till next time🖤