Time Machine

Time Machine VII

SPG. Just... a little. Lol.

Time Machine VII

                        

“Please... don’t touch me.”

I whispered and flinched from his touch.

Ayokong sabihing ayokong saktan si Raf. Pero pagkatapos ng halik na binigay niya sakin, I felt like he was ripping me off of every reasons why I hated him at this moment. Why I didn’t want to marry him. At kung bakit ako ang dapat ikasal sa taong buong buhay ko e gusto kong makawala. Raf watched over me like a hawk. Mahigpit pa siya kay Daddy. He followed Daddy’s orders by the book. And even exceeded Daddy’s expectations. I hated him because he was using us to gain a status from this society. Kung wala kami, wala si Daddy. Walang Rafael na junior executive sa kumpanya namin. Never mind that the company was sinking. Never mind that his business acumen revived the sinking ship. Para sakin... he was the good-for-nothing boy who watered the plants in our garden. At ayokong isipin na ang nararamdaman ko ngayon ay may ibig sabihin.

Raf’s face darkened. Then his expression became poker face again. Ilusyon ko lang siguro yun... tama. The pain written in his eyes was just that—an illusion. Unti-unting ngumisi ito. “Don’t touch you... again?”

Nanlaki yung mga mata ko nung bigla niyang hinawakan ang labi ko. It was just a soft touch but... but my heart just skipped from beating. “R-Raf...” Pero bago pa ako makapagsalita ay hinalikan na ko ni Raf. I gasped. “Raf... n-no...” I whispered. But his warm mouth settled down my own. I was too shocked to react at first. No! This is not happening! I won’t let this happen!

Galit na tinulak ko siya. His eyes were hooded. Desire. At natatakot ako. My lips were bruised. Gusto ko siyang duruan. Naiiyak ako. “I’m in love with somebody else!” Galit kong sabi. Pinahiran ko ng likod ng palad ko ang bibig kong basa pa galing sa bibig niya.

Raf just looked at me. Nakita kong nagngalit ang mga bagang niya. “Yes, and better forget about him Rorie. Dahil kasal na tayo.”

“No! I’ll get an annulment! I’ll...” Napatili ako nung itinaas niya yung dalawang kamay ko. I drank a little alcohol before going to bed earlier. Dahil alam ko, there was getting away from this... this misery of a honeymoon. Sa lintik na wedding night na to. “Raf... you won’t resort to this... n-not t-this...” Bulong ko.

“P-Papayag ka ba na... na... habang ginagawa natin to I’m thinking of another—”

Raf’s mouth descended on mine very swiftly. I tried to struggle for a bit. Pero bakit ganon? Bumuka yung bibig ko para tumili pero pumasok lamang siya. It was hot, wet and... delicious. I could never imagine the Raf who kissed so roughly that he sucked my lower lip, raking it with his teeth. Napaungol ako. Masakit. Masarap. Nakakatakot. I’d been kissed before. But not this... this... Napaungol ako nung halos lamunin na ako ni Raf. He was literally eating me with his lips and tongue. And I felt so hot, so consumed. Napahinga ako ng malalim nung biglang pumasok yung kamay niya sa ilalim ng loose shirt ko. Hindi ko alam kung pano nangyari. It was too intense. Too sudden. Umiikot yung buong paligid ko.