so i was rly bored and tired and i wanted to write smth this is what happens in my brain at two in the morning, hope it doesn't suck <3 love you guys!! 4.13K i dont rmbr i wasn't looking as closely as i normally do its that or 4.35k REGARDLESS I LOVE YOU VOTE AND COMMENT READ MY OTHER BOOKSLKFALKDFJAELKJFA;SLDKFJ;ALDKJF;ASLDKFJLASKDFJ
SLEEP??? I SHOULD GET SOME XD excuse the weird alignment, my computer's screwy i hope i fixed it ❤
i was up late again. i was on my phone in instagram watching stories and videos and scrolling through pics. with a twinge, i noted that i had been excluded from yet another get together. it didn't matter anyway, i would have preferred to stay in alone. as always. always alone.
i was lying quite obviously. i wanted company. i wanted attention. i wanted to be wanted and i wanted to feel like people enjoyed spending time with me. but rly who enjoyed sitting in silence. i was terrible at having verbal conversations. i preferred texting. when i had one on one time with my friends, i sat quietly on my phone and watched them out of the corner of my eyes, randomly showing them memes or videos i found hilarious, that they didn't understand at all.
i would suggest things to do with no intention of doing them, unless of course it involved more doing nothing.
so, bored and lonely, i opened my dms to snoop on who was active. Kookie was, thank god, he always had a minute to talk to me. he seemed to know when i needed company.
Hey kooks im bored :]
JustinSeagull
XD okay whats up
um.... nth thats why im bored
JustinSeagull
rood okay then im leaving
nooooo come back im lonely too :,(
JustinSeagull
uve convinced me, ill stay
phew that was close
JustinSeagull
do you want me to sneak over, we can listen to music and sit on our phones
do that yuss
JustinSeagull
omw :3
see what i mean, he always seems to know what i need. just sm1 to be there. in case i randomly felt the urge to speak aloud, id have sm1 listening. a willing participant in my meaningless conversation. i stood and stretched up on my tippy toes and touched the low ceiling of my basement with my fingertips. i needed to unlock the door for him. i grabbed a bag of chips and sprawled out on the couch to wait.
in minutes he was knocking quietly and sneaking inside the basement door. his hair looked all messy like he'd gotten out of bed and his sneakers weren't even tied. he plopped down next to me, shoving his charger into my lap.
"Plug it in?"
i groaned and hauled myself up, "what good are you" i leaned over the back of the couch and plugged it in while Jungkook smiled at his phone, typing away. "oooooh"
"what" he looked up innocently.
"who you talking too....." i made that face at him. the weird one where ur eyes get big and you lift ur eyebrows and make ur lips curve in suspicion. almost the lenny face but not quite.
