TheShatteredBoy

Choices, Choices, Choices

I had only 2 choices....to either call it over and be done with life...move to a place with no freinds no family no motivation and maybe some artificial happyness. I chose the second choice because i still made a great promise to Rosie and i told myself life will get better...I was right and wrong, a few weeks go by and i continue texting Rose about some of what im going through but some of it was kept secret because id felt id fucked you over in the longrun because carrington slowly stopped talking to you and never went to see you ,by then i was really in the pit not sure if i even wanna continue with anything the only thing that has stopped me was the promise. I found out some valuable information from rose which really hurt and had me thinking more than i was before i continued to look further and found out 2 days before fauthers day that when carrington was out here she apparently fucked my freind michael and they where dateing the sametime i was so i bottled it all up explained to no one with the fear of looseing freinds due to disbelief. Rose had asked if she could come over a few days before so i explained everything to my mom and my mom said she can spend the night instead of just a one day visit.