She texted me one night but i didnt see because i had no phone...i woke up for work and i was already not feeling like going anywhere...my hips are displaced...and my back hurts the most it has ever felt....then my mother walked in told me to take a few dabs which was unusual before work at 4:30 in the morning...i said thanks mom hit the dabs then she came walking in the room with a face that id never seen before tears in her eyes...i took the phone in confusion read the paragraphs and my heart stomach and mind fell to the floor, i stumbled to the bathroom mom began to cry, i threw up and looked at myself in the mirror knew id fucked up ran to the truck seen the frist thing i could get my hands on i had no control in me anymore like a demon was in me i grabbed my knife i wanted to stop but i also knew it was over, then mom and dan ran out grabbed the knife before i did anything stupid dan hugged me and it felt great to cry in someones arms...everyone is said that she is hurting me for reaction....NO! IT WASNT HER AT ALL IT NEVER WAS IT WAS ALWAYS ME! I LOVE HER, i cant love at all if its not with her and id just found out im fake to Roses freind so now there is more things blocking us so now im haveing bad thoughts....we may never see each other again i fear....
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TheShatteredBoy
Não Ficçãoa dramatic heart reaceing story based apon a true story about the life of a boy who was broken, but still somehow made it this far...
