TheShatteredBoy

Heart fracturer!

I was so excited when i walked in side from work i lit up from 0 to 100 i was more excited to see Rose than i was carrington and i knew exactly why it was because i have loved her all along she was my everything! Ik exactally what was gonna happen between me and carrington and i was honestly scared shitless but then the same feeling i had when id had sex with my GF at the time came back but something was differen my sences where higher than last time i had control from myself and all that triggered it was me being in the same room with her i was happy again we had fun and did stuff i havent done since the last time id seen her it was so fun running around like old days having fun this lit so many places in my heart she was slowly completing me without even realizeing it. The day went by quickly because we had so much fun...only problem was id pushed her to smoke with me and we went a bit further went to cuddleing then to touching then i watched as i slowly moved my hand down from her cheast to her shorts and at this point my animals been active for a good minuet by the time it was all over i felt so great i belived the girl of my dreams likes me....but as what? That ran through my mind but it hurt more to see her upset because she had felt she had screwed up our relationship because carrington broke up with me on fauthers day and i tryed hard to fix thing up alittle in all honesty was feeling a little relief that we where through she talked down to me all the time used me as a toy is how i felt...she had also said im a horrible lover but i didnt belived her at the time because i knew i might have Rose.