The Decision

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Learning love may sound odd to most people but i dont have it naturally, if i tried to love someone they would always reject or use me or id say one thing in a cirtain way but meant it another and they mistake it and it always ended up hurting me...and in all honesty every girl that ever got with me never lasted more than a week and they always hurt me in some way, slowly breaking down this innocent kid who is just trying to find happyness but hasnt ever found it, i asked rose what to do because she was the only person i have ever layed my trust to i guess it was because i never let her go. now that i was an adult I've noticed i have always loved her...the only problem....she doesnt love me, i remember when she said we where more of a brother and sister...that tore me up so bad when i didnt see her for so long....so that and other words ran through my mind and i thought she was never gonna like me...so i said yes to carrington thinking maybe this will fill the hole in me chest.

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