Take a Risk ~ Jaeyong✅

Five

Taeyong was glad to make it home that day without having another panic attack. He may not seem like the type to have them, but sadly he does. And he knows exactly why too. He didn't like to think about it much.

He walked in and was his favorite little puppy that was always there to keep him calm and in a good mental state. He let Yeontan for a second before going up to his room to do his homework and watch an episode of a show he recently got hooked on.

A few hours later he was dozing off when he heard his mother come home and announce it through the house. The boy smiled and jumped up, hurrying downstairs to greet his eomma with a loving hug.

"Taeyongie oh my gosh are you ok? Why didn't you call me today sweetie?" Yeri asked sounding worried and distressed at the same time. Taeyong looked at the floor guiltily so she couldn't see his tearing up eyes.

"I-I'm sorry eomma. I don't know why I didn't. I-it just happened so fast a-and-" He burst into tears suddenly. Yeri pulled her son into an embrace and tried calming him down.

"It's ok honey. Next time have them call me. You never know how bad your attacks can get and if they happen when you're alone... I can't even imagine it. Anything can set you off honey. Just be careful and vigilant ok? Don't ever scare me like that again." Her last sentence was said firmly so Taeyong knew she wasn't kidding. He felt so guilty as he continued to cry into the crook of her neck. She shushed him and tried to calm him down so they could get dinner started and get ready for the next day.

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"Taeyong wanna go to a party Saturday? It's at my house. It'll be fun," Jaehyun asked the next morning when he caught the older alone in the library. Taeyong was startled for a moment being that he didn't even hear Jaehyun come over to him. He recollected himself and looked up shyly at the boy.

"A-a party?" he stammered.

Jaehyun chuckled and sat next to Taeyong, looking him dead in the eye. Taeyong looked away shyly.

"Yes, a party. Come on, you can't tell me you've never been to one?"

Taeyong side glanced Jaehyun with a look that gave the younger mixed feelings.

"Ok nevermind. But come on it'll be fun. You only live once ya know?"

The older sighed heavily and shut his math book before resting his head in his shaky hands. He didn't like Jaehyun's constant persistence. He just wanted to be alone so he could study in peace.

"I'll think about it ok? Now, w-will you go away?" he asked in a soft but stern voice. Jaehyun put a hand over his heart and pretended to he shocked.

"Wow Tae, I didn't know you could be so feisty. Maybe that'll come on handy someday," the younger commented with a wink. Taeyong blushed and didn't meet Jaehyun's gaze as he patted his shoulder and chuckled before walking out. Soon his phone vibrated in his pocket. Taeyong sighed and checked to see who was annoying him this time.

Jaehyun: I'll pick u up Saturday at six

Jaehyun: be ready bc I don't take no as an answer

Taeyong stared blankly at his phone for five minutes straight wondering how he had gotten himself into this mess. Why did he let Jaehyun constantly pester him? Why did he let the younger play with his feelings? Not that he had feelings for him. Right?

The bell rang startling him from his thoughts. He giggled to himself as he cleaned his things up and made his way to his next class. Sadly he had it with Jaehyun, so he'd never be able to be unnoticed in class.

Since he had some time before class started he decided to go take a bathroom break, heading into the nearest restroom and doing his business. He never noticed who was beside his urinal until too late when he was pulled away from it and slammed against the wall. Johnny hovered over him with a crooked grin and a evil look in his eyes. Taeyong visibly shook with fear, wishing someone would walk in and help him.

"Fancy catching you here isn't it?" Johnny asked jokingly as he eyed up the boy. Taeyong just stood there terrified with his hands covering his crotch. Johnny just happened to interrupt him from zipping his pants.

There was pounding on the bathroom door and what sounded like someone trying to turn the knob. But it was locked. The person eventually left because it was quiet again.

"What're you hiding huh princess? You don't have to be shy with me," Johnny said as he yanked Taeyong's hands away from his crotch. He closed his eyes and cried silently, not knowing what else to do. He tried keeping himself as calm he could in this situation so he didn't have an attack.

Johnny laughed when he looked down at the younger's uncovered crotch. "Oh wow. That's, that's cute. No wonder why you act like such nervous shy little child."

Johnny came closer to Taeyong, close enough to where their chests were touching. The taller rubbed his palm against the younger's crotch, playing with it as he whispered insults in his ear. Taeyong cried and shook,  wanting this to be over. He wasn't even sure what was happening and he was so scared. He didn't like having people touch him this way. It made him uncomfortable and didn't understand it.

"You're adorable you know that? But somehow sexy at the same time... so easy to take over. So innocent and untouched. I could have so much fun with you..." Johnny slipped his hand in the older's boxers and touched the boy even further. Taeyong wanted so badly to be strong enough to do something, but he wasn't. He was too small, too weak against someone like Johnny. Why was he doing this? Why?

P-please... Someone help me...

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I love how I'm writing innocent shy Taeyong but my keyboard has sexy risk-it-all and I'm just here like-

You two faced frickin-

Anyway hope you enjoyed uwu

Saranghaeyo~

Kelly💖