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Persia Madlock
I stood in the doorway of my bedroom staring at myself on the front camera of my phone listening to Jasper fuss at the kids because they were obviously bouncing off the walls instead of going to sleep like he'd told them. That was his problem for not listening to me about giving them something sweet right before bed. Arianna was my youngest baby and she was sleeping peacefully while Jameel and Kamaurie's ass were terrible at going to bed. Sweet shit only made them hyper. They gave Jasper hell every night and I found it hilarious because he never listened to me saying that it wasn't the sweets that made them act up.
"I'm in there battling with yo kids and you out here taking pictures..." He walked out of Kamaurie and Jameel's bedroom. I snickered heading back into our bedroom attempting to close the door before he pushed it open.
"You my wife and you got me taking care of the kids by myself." He pouted pulling me into him wrapping his arms around me. I felt them slide down to my ass and he gripped it.
"Did we give them all of that chocolate before bed together?" I raised an eyebrow.
"Nah but-"
"Then I saw no reason for both of us to go through this with them tonight. Those are your babies." I laughed trying to walk away before he pulled me back. My back rested against his chest as he wrapped his arms around me. He kissed the back of my neck before snuggling his face in the crook of it making me blush.
"Stop." I smiled widely as he pecked the side of my neck repeatedly.
"What I'm doing?" He sucked on it and I closed my eyes as my mouth fell open but nothing came out of it.
"Jasper you know that-"
"That ya pussy get wet with a quickness when I'm up on you like this? That when I turn you on it's hard to turn you off? Yeah. I know." He chuckled lightly.
"Get off me Jasper." I laughed trying to pry his hands from around me.
"Mm mm." He kissed my neck again before closing our bedroom door and locking it. "The kids finally got they ass asleep so can daddy put you to sleep now?"
I put my hands on my hips and looked off to the side biting my lip trying my hardest not laugh at his stupidity. He was a such a sweetheart and I was grateful to get to experience this side of him because I could remember before I was even a fully human woman the beatings I endured from him because he was hurt about what his ex wife had done. I could remember being so miserable but unable to do anything because he was all I'd had. I could say that although we'd been hiding out for the last five years that he'd never laid a hand on me again. He didn't call me out my name. He never raised his voice at me. If we were upset with each other we went into separate rooms for the night to cool down and then we'd talk it out calmly the next morning. I loved this man and for him to give up the life he had and run with me when he didn't have to made me love him so much more because it showed what kind of man he was.
He'd faked his death to protect me. The police weren't looking for him because they assumed that I'd killed him and buried his body somewhere before going back to the restaurant and killing that waitress. That was all of Mia's doing. She'd thrown a drink on the waitress and had threatened to kill Jasper in front of witnesses. To make it seem as if she'd succeeded in doing so he left some blood of his behind in that house. Unfortunately he'd checked the camera to see that he hadn't set it up properly so there was nothing on it showing what had happened. There was nothing to prove that I'd everbeen possessed.
"You know you wanna smile.." He said and I refused to look at him. Walking over to me he wrapped his arms around me and picked me up as I sighed dramatically.
"Here you go." I looked off to the side smiling as I wrapped my legs around his back but I kept my arms down.
"Woman why you gotta be so difficult? Hm?" He walked me to the bed laying me down. I never unwrapped my legs from around his back so he was forced to lay between them. "This why ya ass stay pregnant bro." He smirked grabbing my arms pinning them above my head as I licked my lips staring up at him.
He lowered his head and pecked my lips softly before looking into my eyes. "I love you."
"I love you too." I smiled.
"You know I'd never do anything to hurt you again right?" He questioned me and I could see the regret in his eyes. "I'd never do anything to hurt you or my babies. I just—" His voice cracked and he pushed himself up walking across the room.
"Babe.." I sat up knowing that this was something he was still working on forgiving himself for. I'd forgiven him but he was still struggling even now to forgive himself for ever putting his hands on a woman because he said that if his daughters ever endured what he'd put me through he'd lose his mind completely. We both battled to deal with how we felt about things that had happened in the past. I was nervous sometimes to deal with my children because of what Mia had done to my first born child Karlee. I felt completely helpless seeing what she was using my body to do but I couldn't stop it. I couldn't say anything and let anybody know that this was something inside of me doing these terrible things. I loved my children but I feared having to be alone with them sometimes because of the things my hands had done to children when I couldn't control my body. It hurt.
At times I felt like I wasn't always a good mother. I panicked sometimes and Jasper would be there to calm me down and help me with the kids. Not because he didn't trust me with them. But because he said we were a team and that I'd never have to raise our babies alone.
"Jasper I—"
"I just need some air baby. I'll be right back." He told me walking out of the bedroom.
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I sure wish y'all would let us get to the point of what's going on with his other daughters. It's only the first chapter so relax. 🤦🏽♀️
