A month later away of dejection and desolation have given me strength to concur new ambitions of self-amelioration.
Setting new higher goals to reconcile with Tayla have never been weary but fully renewed.
My chance of getting closer to her is slim to none. Yet I wont give up easily no matter how many obstacles and barriers that are keeping me from loving her again.
Believe it or not, I got three jobs now. One of them are full time that pays maximum wage and the other two is either work with my uncle at the bar with Anya and work with Sky for Personal Trainer at Goodlife.
My focused is on Tayla so having no breaks and less sleep are going to be worth it in the end. I just want to be with her again. Feel her mouth on me, her smooth touch, her tender kiss, and her rocking body. I've never been more content of only her. Just knowing she loves me and she will be with me forever.
There are alot of temptations these past weeks to have the urge to feel the sexual desire again. But I wouldn't be pleased if Tayla would do the same thing, if I do myself a favor of removing the desire with equanimity.
Sooner or later, if the universe will let us see eachother again, I wont let her go and I will be better for her even more until shes satisfied with me.
In spite of that, I need to have a dessert for the night. I'm exhausted. My body is in need from hunger and thirst; overload for sweetness. The only place that will accompany my yearning, lives on the fourth floor of our building. And that person never fails to impress me.
I knocked gently just the chances of her sleeping.
"Hey Javi" Brooke opened the door widely, revealing her night gown as she is rubbing her neck faintly.
We hugged eachother and I closed the door behind us.
Brooke went to her bedroom and put on her robe. "Do you want hard or smooth for tonight?" She asked narrowly.
"Suprise me"
"Since you've been good..." she kissed my forehead. "I'm giving you both."
Brooke came back from the kitchen offers alluring, mouthwatering course I have yet to taste.
She leaned in the table and my heart skips a beat from her presentation.
How could you not love her masterpiece and expertise? She so exquisite!
"How sexy is it?" She asked. I'm speechless so I just nodded and dig in.
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