Uber drove me home last night. Javier was dishonest and disrespectful to me infront of his friends. There are more doubt that he probably doesn't even like me. Probably he felt sorry for me after Flynn broke up with me. He pity me. I couldnt contain my head with positivity due to last night's discomfiture.
I woke up obnoxiously due to the fact that Javier keeps pounding on my door last night.
I need a time away from him. I need to slow down and not give in on his charms and forgiveness.
Javier shouldnt be given absolution for his actions.
I bet he have more than two people to sleep around. He is playing me around this whole time. How could I fall for his words?
I feel like a fool. I shouldnt give in and just focus on myself for now.
My reflection on Javier changed. Never proclaim to be a second options. Many options.
I need to talk to Vanessa. I have to call her instead of going to her apartment because Javier is likely to be outside awaiting for my exit.
My phone is here somewhere. I know I had them. How did I call an uber? Wait. Oh shit. I didnt. There was already an uber that was outside the club.
It better be not with Javier because I dont want to see him.
I tiptoe on my peephole to see any presence of him and tried tapping on the door to see any shadow movement.
None.
I opened the door slowly and there wasnt any sign of Javier. He probably left, on which he should've in the beginning.
I knocked on Vanessa's apartment to seek advice or distraction.
As she opened the door, Javier was on the couch slowly standing up.
My body caused perspiration with a rapid heartbeat. He have dark circles under his eyes with sadness on them. He probably stayed all night waiting for me to come out.
I turned around as fast as I can to my apartment. Far away from him.
"Tayla!" He grabbed on to my arm as I was about to close the door. He's so strong that he pulled me away from closing and lead me inside the apartment, closing the door behind him.
"Get the fuck out!" I tried to pull his hands off my wrist as it becomes tighter.
"No! I'm not leaving this time!" He pulled me close to him and I pushed with all my might from his grip.
"I dont want to see you!" I tried to walk out from my apartment but he got ahold of my hip and he carried me on his shoulder.
"Well I want to see you!" He walked to my room and dropped me hard on the bed. I keep hitting his back, hopefully it will sore and bruised up. He deserves the pain.
"Javier I'm done with you!" I lied. He is walking back and forth in my room while looking down with his hands on both his waist.
He stopped and his eyes are glaring at me. "Dont say that, Tayla!"
I crawled backward till my body hit the headboard as he gets nearer. He sat on the bed covering his face.
"Javier we have to end this. Obviously you dont care for me or else you wouldn't fool around with another woman." I said.
He looked up. "If I didn't care, I wouldn't be here right now"
"Because you felt bad for what you've done" I got off the bed.
"You're right and I'm sorry." He stood up walking towards me. I block our space with my hands. "Too late for that now"
He hold on to it and kissed it. "I didnt sleep with anyone since I fell for you, Tayla"
