choni

Chapter 34

Cheryl still couldn't believe that Toni told her a lot of his past. She was still thinking about rather she should or shouldn't tell Toni about her own past. But she wasn't quite sure. Cause her past is really messed up. But there is one person who always helped. So Cheryl decided to talk to her Nana about it. Maybe it will be a dangerouse move cause she might have to tell her Nana a little bit about Toni's past aswell and what if Toni is going to be angry or disapointed? But Cheryl really needed help so that she will do the right thing. And Toni would be happy if Cheryl would tel him about her own past aswell, right? Cheryl tried not to overthink everything right now. All she wanted to do was talk to her Nana and then do the rest.

''Hey Nana can i talk to you for a sec?''
''Of course my dear, how can i help you?''
''Well as you know Toni and I are toghether...''
''Yeah i know that''
''And you know that in the past month a lot of things happen...''
''Yeah he had to go to the hospital twice but everything is okay betwen you too, right?''
''Yeah, yeah everything is awesome actually. I never felt this happy before.''
''Okay but what is wrong Cheryl, your acting weird.''
''Well Toni ask me to meet him at Sweetriver and he set up this little date for us. And then he played some music for me and opened up to me and know i fel like it would be good if i would tell him about my weird past aswell cause he opened up to me. I didn't even ask him about it, he just told me. And i think it would be fair when i do the same.''
''Okay and what do i have to do with this now. If you want to tell him then do it it's your own choice''
''Yeah but that is the problem. My heart tell me that it is the right decision but my head tells me that he will judge me and leave. And i can't loose him Nana. For once my life is good and i feel complete. If i would ever loose him it would break me and when it'S my own fault for loosing him i am defenitly going to break. And i just know that if i tell him that he will judge that he will leave....''
''Stop right there. Why would he leave?! Has he in the whole time you know each other ever shown you that he would leave you. Has he ever treated you any different after everything that happened. He got attacked by Reggie cause he was jelouse of Toni, because he got you and Reggie didn't. Because of that Toni had to stay in the hospital and after that he stayed with you. Then you guys left for a little trip to realxe. You guys were in a happy place but then your parents tried to take that away from you again. Because of your parents Toni got attacked be Nick. Nick stabbed him, Toni almost died and while he was freaking bleeding all he cared about was to make sure that Nick didn't touch you. Toni was freaking bleeding and all he cared about was that you were okay. So tell me after these points that this boy would leave you when you tell him about your past. Cheryl he opened up to you and made no comment about you having to tell him about your past. He wanted to tell you cause he realised that life can be to short. Only you can decided if it would be the right decision to tell him or not. But i think that you should tell him. Toni would walk through hell for you. He doesn't care about your parents and their threats as you could see with Nick.''
''Your right Nana...''
''Of course i'm right''
''I really should tell him. He deserves it. Toni helped me so much without him knowing and it is finally time that i tell him some of the truth. But how can i tell him?''
''Maybe ask him to come over...''
''Really he made this big romantic gesture and i should ask him to come over...''
''Did Toni ever told you that he needed some big romantic gerstures. No he didn't all he cares about is that your there with him, that you guys ae together.''
''RIght, so i ask him over maybe for a movie night. And when the moment feels right i will tell him the truth.''
''Yes maybe you could cook something or you guys just order pizza or someting.''
''Maybe. Thanks for the help Nana. Now all i need to do is tell him and hopefully everything is goign to be okay''
''Of course it will be okay Cheryl. Now stop worrying and go to bed.''
''Good night Nana. Love you''
''Good night my dear. Love you too''

Cheryl made her way to here room and laid down. She wasn't really tired cause her mind was still on how Toni is going to react and if she is about to risk to destroy the best thing in her life. Eventually her eyes got too heavy and she fell asleep.

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Sorry for this short updated this is like a little filler chapter, cause i have no idea for Cheryls past and what her parents did to her. Maybe you guys have some ideas. If you do plz leave them  in the comments or write me them in privat.