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Jason's life before Nathing chapter 21

Jason's p.o.v

All that steff I told Markey and know he is one of thows people that hurt me when I don't do something right he's thare and he hurts me and I rilly liked him but in the end He just used me to get close to natal that's all he whated he says that to me ever time he put's me in the lockers or in the garbage bin outside of school he made me feel good at the start of my high school and know that ware junior's he been a ass hole to me but when we first meet he was nice funny cute charming. But know that he is apart of the football team he became a vary bad person he acted like him self but know that he has a scholarship some how I don't know and don't care but I do becase he playing everone like a fool I think it's funny that he always says he's sorry I don't know whay he does it but he means it I know it I rilly don't know whay but it makes me fell good that he cares for me still but whay does he like hurting me when he said he liked me it werd and yes he says he straight but iam the only one who knows the truth but I don't whant to hurt him like his friends would so I gess i sould help he keep safe becase I like him but oh well. My family found me cudleing my boyfriend and thay made me dump him it made me so pissed at my family to know that thay don't care for me thay make me do all the staff my brother doesn't whant to do becase thay hate that iam gay. Thay think I made myself like boys ive alwas liked tham but till high school ot got more than i could handle that's how i met Natal she was the frist person i told but she's alwas has keep me safe from my family is acts like my girlfriend when we go to my house iam glade she is my friend. sorry it short i need time to think for the next part or you can give me a idea thanks ;3