The View

9

"Sam I can't I!" I screamed laughing as he skated backwards. I moved my feet along the ice trying to do just as he was.

"Come on baby girl, you got this!" He said smirking and opening his arms and backing up farther. I skated strait into his arms and he chuckled into the hug.

"It's cold, and we have to leave in an hour." I said and we made our way to return our skates. Sam locked his hand with mine as we walked from the rink back to our hotel. We made our way up to the room and got our bags. The Jacks met us in the lobby and we took a cab to the airport. 

"I think I'm going to sit by JJ baby, I need to ask him some questions on homework." I said to Sammy and he questioned me, but let me go anyways. I made my way to the back row in first class and Gilinsky saw me and nodded, getting up to go sit by Sam.

"Hey kid." Johnson said to me. I took part of the blanket off him and scooted under it. I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Is this about you know what?" He whispered and I felt tears weld in my eyes.

"I was going to tell him, I swear... but he was so happy and I just couldn't. Nikki said they came back last night and started packing, although they didn't have much to pack. We leave Tuesday." I said and he looked at me sadly.

"Wow. That's so early. What about school?"

"She found some high school like a block from our new house, that Jason's company bought for him." I said. 

"It's going to be okay, you know that right?" He said putting my head back on his shoulder and wrapping an arm around me. I sniffled once before closing my eyes and tuning out the world as I slept. 

***Flash Forward To Monday***

"Kayla, where's mister giggles?" Abby asked as I taped the last box of our room.

"In the box marked Abby's!" I said. "Can you just wait until tomorrow to get him." I asked and she nodded, sitting on the floor next to me.

"Is Sammy sad you're leaving?"

"Um, I didn't tell him." I said and her eyes grew big. She heard the doorbell ring and jumped to get it because Nikki, AJ, and Jay went to bring the second load of stuff to the Uhaul business. 

I followed Ab to the front door where Sam stood with a scarf around his neck. His eyes were closed as the cold air blew strong. Abby opened the door and pulled him in.

"He- what's with the boxes."

"We're-" Abby started but I cut her off.

"Reorganizing. Abby go finish in our room." I said and her head fell as she walked off. I looked at Sam who smiled.

"So. Wanna go out tonight?"

"Uh yeah. That sounds fun, where to?"

"Well my parents are visiting Annie in Boston again so we can just stay at my place and order Chinese and rent movies." Sam said and I felt my stomach tighten.

"Yeah, I'll be over at-" I started then I saw Nikki, Jay and AJ pull into  the driveway. Great they might say something. "Let's go now okay? I'm hungry anyways." I said even though it was only 3 pm. "I'll be back later guys." I said running with Sams hand in mine. Nikki gave me a concerned look but I dusted it off.

I stepped into thw Wilk's home and breathed in the smell of vanilla, oh how I loved this house.

"So..." Sam said slipping off his jacket and hanging mine up. He put his hands on my hips and leaned down. "What do you wanna do baby?" I leaned up and kissed his lips softly, but deepened this kiss remembering I wouldn't get to kiss him again. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me up to his room. I admirred the clean room he had. He hovered over me as we made out.

"Sam?" I asked, breaking the kiss.

"Yeah baby?"

"Promise you won't stay mad at me forever?" I asked and he laughed, climbing off me and sitting on the bed next to me.

"Why would i be mad at you?" He asked still smiling.

"Just promise me." I said and his smile faded and he took my hands and drew small circles in them.

"What's wrong Kay." He said and I shook my head.

"Nothing, just do it." I said.

"I promise." I sighed in releif and laid my head on his chest as we laid back down together. He kissed the top of my head and ran his cool fingers up my bare back, as his hand was under my shirt. I sat up slowly and took off my shirt. Sam was confused but smiled.

"What are you-"

"Just kiss me." I said straddling him and smashing my lips onto his. He gripped each of my legs as I grined my hips into his. He fiddled with my bra before unbuckling it and throwing it. He kissed my collar bone and I started to slide his sweats off.

"We should do this more often." He said in between kisses. I kissed him harder, because my answer would've been we can't.

An hour later, I had my arms around his bare torso and my head on his strong chest. I was drawing circles on his ab muscles.

"I have to go back home." I whispered and Sam sighed and sat up. He handed me my bra and underwear. I slipped them on and put of the rest of my clothes. Sam walked me to the door and helped get my coat on. In all time being here I didn't even eat.

"Goodbye Sammy." I said hugging him tightly.

"Goodbye baby girl, I'll see you tomorrow. Text me okay?" He said and I nodded, holding back tears.

Once I made it into my room, I realized I had no pillows to cry in, just two sleeping bags laying on the floor and one had Abby already sleeping in it because we were leaving at 3 am.

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a box of mac and cheese and quickly made it and packaged the clean dishes back into their box. I yawned and made my way to my room. I snuck into my sleeping bag and shut off my phone flashlight only for it to beep.

From Sammy boy Wilk: Goodnight my beautiful babe. I'm so happy I have you in my life. I couldn't be happier. Love you Kayla<3

I felt a small tear roll off my cheek.

To Sammy boy Wilk: I love you more Sam, and I'll always love you.