I felt alone knowing that I had nobody on my side. I was wasted last night and I got out of hand. Jessie walks in wanting to talk to me but I'm not really up for it.
"Lana lets just talk"
"Go away"
"Come on let me in"
I let him in but I was really upset and angry at him and myself for being such a fool.
"What happened last night was unnecessary"
"What do you mean"
"I mean everything wasn't supposed to go down like that"
"I have one question, why did you just abandon me to go make out with Nicki"
"I didn't abandon you"
"Yes you did"
"ALANA NICOLE RICHARDSON listen to me. I love you and I don't want you to leave just because of some petty thing that happened. I admit it was foolish of me to go and do something stupid like that, but you are world. I would never let someone like Nicki come in between us. I was wrong and I'm sorry. I LOVE YOU ALANA, I just wish you knew how much.", Jessie cried out.
I noticed how much he meant his apology, and I knew he was serious. Jessie never cried before, so I knew he loved me.
"Jessie I was wrong to. We never should have did the body shot. It's just it's so much going on and I just wanted to be free that night, you do understand that I love you Jessie."
"I love you too babe", we kiss and make up and he asks me what's been up lately.
"What do you mean"
"Last night, that wasn't Alana that I saw, you got really drunk. Is there something you want to talk to me about"
I didn't want to tell Jessie about what's been happening so I lie to him.
"No I just wanted to be free"
Deep inside I felt alone like no one was there with me.
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Dark Shadows
Teen FictionAlana is a intelligent girl who's all alone with no one to help her as she cries for help. It's just her, her mentally unstable mother, and her mother's horrible excuse of man who preys on her daughter..Will Alana make it.
