Dark Shadows

Suicide.......

Jessie's P.O.V.

"Alana baby please wake up.", I started crying and pleading her to wake up

"Sir we need you to move back"

"I'm not going anywhere, she's my girl"

"In order to operate you have to move"

I moved but didn't take my eye off her as we were still in the ambulance truck.

"CLEAR.................CLEAR"

"We need to hurry to the emergency room because I don't know how much time she has"

I was speechless for the rest of the way there.

"Alana baby I'm with you "

I go the room with her but they said I would have to remove myself

"I'm not going anywhere"

"You have too"

I was furious but I respected them and I removed myself. All I saw was doctors moving in and out of the room. Then this one doctor came to me.

"I'm sorry but she's not gonna make it we're trying our best to revive her.

"Doctor do you have any loved ones?"

"Yes I do"

"Then you know exactly how it feels to lose them, so you try your best to try to revive her and my baby."

"Yes sir we'll do the best we can"

I was sitting there nervous wondering if both of them was gonna survive. I was thinking about how that bastard Ty did this to her. I just knew I had to do something about it.

"Sir she's doing just fine her and your baby, but she's in intensive care. You may go see her now, room 208."

"Thank you doctor so much"

I ran to the room just wanting to see her. I knew she wasn't going to recover as soon as I wanted her too. So I sat there, talked to her and rubbed her tummy.

"Alana I know you can here, you gotta pull through. I promise I'll be the best father I can be, just stay with me. I can't let you go like this and I not gonna. I love you and the baby"

"I love you too, Jessie"

I was shocked she talked to me

"Jessie where's the baby", she started to get scared but all I wanted her to do was rest.

"It's ok the baby is ok"

"I thought I lost it"

"No you're both doing just fine Lana. I want let Ty get away with this. He'll get what's coming to him"

"Jessie baby, don't go and do anything stupid"

"I won't. I'm gonna stay with you still you recover"

End Jessie's P.O.V.

Well it took me a few weeks to recover and I'm back at home. I'm having complications with the pregnancy and Jessie is helping out as much as he can. He also has him a new job and has a night shift.

"See you babe"

"Bye"

I was really in pain and just couldn't take it. I thought my baby didn't deserve a mom like me. I thought back of all the times I had been broken and I just didn't want to be broken anymore.

I wrote a letter to Jessie explaining how I loved him and he can find someone who is better than me.

I ran the water in the tub to the tip top. I got in and I took a whole bottles of pain killers waiting to overdose. Soon I couldn't see anything or hear anything. I knew it was my time to go.