You're beautiful

18

The next day. Regina was led in bed asleep. She was woken up to the sound of someone knocking her door. Both her and grace sat up confused. They didn't do anything over than kiss and sleep in the same bed. Grace was tired and didn't have a ride home. Regina stood up and went downstairs. She opened the door to see Emma stood there angry.

"What" Regina asked annoyed at Emma a little.

"Seriously! Are you kidding me" the blonde growled while stepping into the house.

"Me?" Regina questioned a little surprised at her. She closed the door and followed Emma into the kitchen. Both annoyed. "What have I done now"

"I've been waiting for you. 2 fucking months I waited because you asked me to and then you go on a date. You keep doing this Regina. You keep leading me on and making me feel like you actually care about me. But I'm just your old best friend" Emma snapped trying to keep her voice at a normal level but certain words raised.

"Waited? I saw you yesterday with that girl. I saw you on a date with her so don't pull that card and I saw you on a date last week with a different girl. so don't say you waited when you are dating" Regina growled as her anger increased.

"I thought you gave up on me so I went on it. Clearly I was right" Emma said with a huff and an annoyed looked.

"Don't you dare! Don't you come to my house at this time in the morning and accuse me of shit! Dont make me feel like I'm this terrible person! I don't know what I'm doing anymore"

"No you do!" Emma cuts in as she stepped closer to her. "You know exactly what's going on. You know I love you with every inch of my heart. You know I'd died for you. I'd kill for you. You know this. Yet you still choose to string me out behind you like I'm there if you need a hug. Don't say I didn't wait because I have. Ive waited longer than 2 months and I can't keep doing this. Stop leading me on! Either let me go or do something about it" Emma said starting off calm but getting angrier throughout the small speech.

"Just get out of my house. I'm not in the mood this morning" Regina sighed as she rubbed her eyes to relieve some stress.

"Fuck you" Emma snapped as she walked past her best friend in such anger.

She walked out the room and to the door. Regina stood in the kitchen doorway with tears in her eyes. Just before Emma opened the door the sound of footprints coming down the stairs was heard.

"What's going on? Gina" grace asked looking confused at them both.

"You gotta be fucking kidding me" Emma sighed before walking out the house and slamming the door shut.

Grace looked confused. That wasn't how her plan was supposed to go. Regina huffed and went to the kitchen. Grace had heard everything. She followed the model and saw as she sat on the stool.

"What the hell gina" grace finally said as she showed in her voice she was annoyed.

"What now" Regina asked as she rests her head in her hand.

"Your not suppose to kick her out. Your suppose to tell her you love her. Dammit!" Grace scolds as she walked to the island to get her attention.

"What are you talking about" Regina asked so confused what this girl was on about.

"Well I have to tell you now. My plan was to get you together. I set Emma up on those dates and I made sure you went on a date with me. I got Emma's date honey to go to that restaurant and made sure we did. Emma was suppose to get angry and snap today like she did. She was suppose to admit how much she loves you which she did. Your suppose to admit your feelings back which you DIDN'T" grace explained annoyed it didn't work.

"You set all this up" Regina questioned still rapping her mind around it.

"Yes! Now get the fuck out of here and go tell her you love her" Grace ordered while glaring at her friend.

"No"

"No?"

"I can't. I'm not doing it because I'm going to get hurt. I refuse to hurt anymore" Regina replied looking down as she felt her heart ache.

"Pull yourself together Regina! As much as you tell yourself you won't your going to loose her! She will leave for New York and she'll be gone more than 6 years. Go tell her now" grace demands like she's in charge of this model.

Regina had no words. She knew she was right but she couldn't do it. She didn't want to get hurt. She was so scared that she'd loose Emma for good. She'd rather keep her as a friend at least than loose her.

"I'm not doing that. I'll talk to her tomorrow and apologise. We can stay friends but I won't risk loosing her out of my life. That's the whole reason I didn't pick her the first time. I'm not strong enough and I'm not good enough" Regina replied as her insecurities started to take over her.

"Why won't you give her a chance Regina? She just told you she loves you and she's told you so many times before" grace said as she grew more annoyed at the brunette model.

"Because everyone I've ever loved is gone. My mum is dead. My dad is dead. My nan in Texas didn't want me. Daniel never even loved me. Everyone I loved just gone like that. I won't let Emma be one of them"