Diary of a High School Slut

②⓪: The Slut Who Cried Rape

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-Janine's POV-

I marched out of the cafeteria and I could hear the clicking of heels on the ground followed by what sounded like sneaker scruffs on the linoleum. I felt my heart sink to my stomach as I pushed the bathroom door open.

I walked over to the sinks and placed my hands on either side of a sink, my head hanging over it. I looked up at myself in the dirty mirror that hangs above the sinks. The girl that looked back at me wasn't the girl I wanted to be. I was stronger than this and I wasn't going to let someone's mean words get to me.

The bathroom door swung open and Chelsea rushed in followed by a girl I recognized from the lunch table.

"Janine! Are you okay?" Chelsea asked. "I mean it's totally okay to not be okay. If you have to cry just let it all it, its okay."

"I'm fine," I forced a smile on my face. "Why wouldn't I be?"

"It's just that..." Chelsea trailed off. "Never mind, why don't we go and get you something to eat you look pale."

"Chelsea, I think you should tell her what happened to you." Reina said solemnly and took a few steps so she was right next to Chelsea and across from me.

"I.. I think you're right" Chelsea said letting out a few shaky breaths.

"It happened this summer," Chelsea started, her face went blank, she was detaching herself from the conversation. "I went to a party and I maybe had a few drinks but I wasn't drunk. I saw a cute guy eyeing me the entire party so I went over to him and we made out for a little. He said he wanted to show me something so I followed him, he had given me another drink and I felt so out of it. Next thing I know, he's inside me and I kept telling him to stop and I cried so much. When he was done he left and I laid there for God knows how long until Colby stumbled in and he dressed me and helped me home. I told him I didn't want to go to the hospital and he respected that.

"But it got so bad," Her face as filled with emotion as she choked back a sob. "He spread rumors about me that everyone believed, sure he got kicked out of our school and people weren't allowed to speak of the situation. But everyone just thinks I'm a slut who wanted it and when everyone found out who I really was I just found someone to blame. It's all because I wasn't a virgin when this happened. It also helps that money can make anything go away. Im sorry you have to go through something like this Janine, I really am." She finished, again her features went numb and she walked over to the sink and reapplied her makeup.

I found myself tackling her in a hug, I disregarded the tears rolling down my cheeks and squeezed her. After a long time, I let her go and the three of us walked out of the bathroom silently.

Reina suggested that the two of us leave school for the rest of the day and went to the office to get us passes, which nobody questioned, I assumed they found out about the lug room fiasco. Reina handed us the passes and sent us on our way.

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That night, I couldn't sleep an ounce. I knew that tomorrow when I got back to school all hell would break loose. But this is what I signed up for, right? Dean would probably let everyone see the pictures of me again and I would have to relive the worst day of my life again. I just wanted this to be over, done, finished.

I never thought that this experiment would go so far, that I would actually cry over it. Thats what happened when the clock struck 4am and I couldn't sleep. I crawled over to the bathroom and just cried.

My head snapped up when I heard footsteps. I looked up to see Chelsea in her pajamas and a tub of ice cream and two silver spoons.

"Ice cream always make me feel better." She whispered and sat down next to me, handing me a spoon and opening the tub of ice cream. "I hope you like sherbet."

I nodded eagerly and wiped my tears. We ate in silence until the tub was finished. I felt like I had to tell Chelsea about my past because she told me about hers.

"Chelsea, you know Dean, new kid?" I asked, my voice quivering. She nodded in response. "Well he was my first real boyfriend, the whole shebang. He took my virginity, he was my first kiss, my first love. Well after dating for so long, I guess I was not enough for him. He humiliated me in front of the whole school. He took pictures of us, together, intimately. I'm so scared he will do it again here, what's stopping him Chelsea? Everyone already thinks I'm a slut, the pictures will confirm it. I'm so scared."

"Oh Janine, I didn't know." She wraps her arms around me in a hug.

"The slut games, I took them so seriously! It's probably all a ploy to ruin me. You have to help me turn the tables and use the games to my advantage." I whisper-yelled.

This isn't Colorado, I wasn't going to run away. I'm going to make them dig their own graves.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Chelsea asked hesitantly.

"I'm positive." I said, running over to the sink and washing my face.

I grabbed Chelsea's hand and led her to my closet. I was going to walk into school and make every guy want me, and every girl wish she was me. I picked out black leggings, a black sleeveless crop top and Mary Jane styled Louboutins.

"Time to bring out the big guns." I said and pulled out a black Dolce & Gabbana purse that had floral embroidery and gold accents. I then pulled out a stuffed red leather wallet and a black hat.

I laid out all the clothing items and then rushed over to my jewelry where I picked out a solid gold Rolex watch and Dolce & Gabbana red and gold earrings. I finished the look with a red leather motorcycle jacket.

"Woah, you're going to look like a million bucks, literally." Chelsea said.

"And so are you." I said and dragged her down the hall to her room.

I picked out a pink tank top, black jeans, hot pink heels, and a Moschino black book bag that had barbie-like monograms all over.

Back in Colorado, I never wore heels to school, I only wore earrings and maybe a necklace, and I definitely never had on anything worth more than $100 on. But this is New York City.

"Operation Take the Throne is underway." I said to Chelsea, an evil grin on my face.

It's finally time to show everyone who's boss. Revenge is certainly sweet.

[AN]

This took ages and I apologize but so much is going on right now AND I'm staring a new book, I got inspiration and felt like writing on it and I wrote a chapter for my new book but it won't be published until I'm done with this one!

To clear up any confusion:

• Chelsea is rich and that's how they have a lot of expensive clothes.

• I hope you guys cut Chelsea some slack, I mean Colby was the one who saved her and she became attached to him as like her knight is shining armor.

• This plan can either go really well or blow up in Janine's face: what do you think will happen?

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE VOTE♡