Impossible Love

Chapter 1

Laying on the freshly cut El'Paso grass in my dad's back yard listening to Coldplay's Paradise with my eyes closed thinking of the great summer I'm gonna have. While I laid there a shadow casted over me and I opened my eyes. Once I saw who it was I jumped into his arms with excitement

Me: Max!!!! *hugging him extremely tight*

Max: Brit Brat *hugging me even tighter* I missed you *putting me down* now where the hell have you been dont ever take that long to come back again I missed you too much

Me: I missed you too

Max: Look at you looking beautiful as always, how old are you now?

Me: *Blushing a lot* I, umm, I'm 18 now *looking
down at my shoes* how about you, you look at least 20

Max: Nahh, close I'm 25... Where is everyone by the way?

Me: My dads at work so is Becky and the kids are with Grandma

Max: So your here alone?

I don't know if I should answer that honestly he might try to take me to the back and take me...Hmph...honest it is

Me: Yes,yes I am *I was trying to look seductive but I'm pretty sure I looked like a fuckin dead squirrel*

Max: Well you wanna go to my new place?

Holly shit did he just ask me that??? Dammit, I wanna say yes but I can't talk I can feel the heat from the redness on my face or maybe it's just that I'm in Texas in the summer... Nahh its because I'm blushing... God I can feel the red on my face, Jesus kill me now.

Max: If you don't want to go just tell me Britney

Well that snapped my ass out of thought real quick

Me: No, no I wanna go I was just thinking, but umm let me go grab my things and we can go

I ran in the house shot to the bathroom checked the boobs, checked the teeth then breath then hair, so my appearance was on Fleek (on point). Then I went to my full body mirror to see if my outfit was on fleek and it was, I was wearing a ocean blue high low skirt with a dark blue spaghetti string tank tucked in and my black sandals with my waist long hair (all mines) pulled to the front on both sides. I walked to the back yard and saw his pretty Mexican/White self omg I cant believe im going to his house. We got in his black 2014 4x4 Dodge Ram, I looked over at him just sculpting his face with my eyes watching his curly fade blow in the wind... God I must look like a total fucking creep so I shake my head trying to stop gazing at him and I finally do so I try to turn the radio on but he slaps the hell out if my hand

Me: What the hell!!?!!

Max: Dont ever touch a mans radio especially mines

So I slapped his knee because he was driving so I was not gonna slap his hand and cause a accident and then he really wouldn't want me

Max: Ouch!! Your hands are soft but your heavy handed as hell

Me: I know so never hit me again or we gonna be fighting

Max: Ok my bad... Well here we are

Me: Wooow huge upgrade from your old condo

Max: Yeah I know I had to get out of there and fast

We got out of the car and walked to his house... We're gonna be alone together the whole time my hearts beating sooooo damn fast. Will I lose my virginity to Max and have his little Mexican/Black kids or nahh or will he just deny me and say he don't feel the same... God I hope he don't say that and hurt my little feelings. He opened the door and I saw a pretty Mexican girl sitting on the couch in full pajama gear... Well my thoughts and hopes are fucking crushed.