We stoped to get gas and Sam left I watched him walk into the bathroom and then I got out of the car and ran and hide behind the gas station to where Sam couldn't find me then I ran into the woods behind the gas station
I only took the stuff I needed and left a note for Sam saying that I loved him and the rest of the crew but don't look for me again
Sams POV
We finally found Jamie and I was taking her back to my brother he had been a hot mess since he heard that she was gone.We where running low on gas so I decided to pull over
"Stay in the car" I said getting out and going to use the bathroom
When I got back out there she wasn't there but there was a note
"Sammy,
I love you and the rest of the crew but I can't come home not yet it is not over yet there are still demons after me Sam and I can't risk you and the baby's and angle and Him getting hurt I can't I am sorry don't look for me this time Sam I will call you if I need anything I will contact you but if you need me just text me our safe word only me and you know and I will call you
I love you Sam thanks for being my best friend through this ruff time
-jamie❤️""Damnit I better call dean and angel"I yelled
" hey Sammy did you get her" dean said
"Yeah.."
"Good let me talk to her" he said excited to here her voice knowing she was safe
"That's the problem Dean"I said
"What is the problem Sam please tell me she is alive"he said starting to panic
"Yeah she is or she was the last time I saw her" I said stuttering
"What do you mean the last time you seen her" he said yelling
"She left a note saying she left and not to come looking for her and she left her....." I trailed of
"She left what Sammy a note what's it"he said confused
I looked down
"No dean""The what is it" he said
"Her ring......" I said so quietly I didn't think he would hear me
"No no she didn't she wouldn't have she wouldn't take her ring off she wouldn't leave me" he said starting to cry
" I'm sorry dean" I said fighting back tears
"I loved her too and her risking her life makes me hurt to" I pleaded
"You didn't love her like I did Sam" he said yelling
"And how would you know dean huh how would you what if I would have fallen for her instead on angel what would you have done ofc I didn't love her like that but you forget she is my sister and my best friend and I did love her dean"I said madder than hell
" Sammy are you trying to say you use to have the hots for my wife " dean said
"Eww no" I said but didn't care I hung up and texted Jamie our word
"Supercalafragalisticexpialadoshious"
"Hey" She said
"Hey please come back jamie please if anything matters more I need you to come back out this ring on and ride home with me and we will figure something out please where are you"I said
"Samm-"
"Jamie where are you tell me now or I will never talk to you again and you will not be able to see your niece"
"...... I am on my way back" she saidShe got in the car and we drove home she still wasn't warring her ring she was just holding it
Jamie's POV when they got home
Dean ran out the house meeting me half way with a kiss he didn't even care that he was mad he just kissed me like he would never see me again"Don't ever do that again" dean said
"Jamie you and Sutter are my world I can't lose you or him definitely not you Jamie you are the reason I am the man I am today I love you Jamie... stay please" he said grabbing my face in his handsI grabbed his hand and handed him the ring he just looked at me I didn't say anything I walked in the house and left him outside I walked into sitters room and kissed him and held him when I finally put him to sleep I walked in mine and deans room
The only pillow we used
The room itself which smelt like him and I remembered all of our memories in this room
Our first time staying here our small conversations our sweet kisses our first time doing it in the house all of it it flooded into my mind and I couldn't do anything but fall to the ground I was about to walk away from him the mani wanted to wake up and make pancakes forI wanted to have more of his kids and have a bunch of little deans running around but taking the ring off was the only way to get him to let me go....
I walked back outside to see dean crying
"Dean don't cry" I said tearing up
"What you are the love of my life and you are leaving me like I don't mean shit to you like I am nothing.....did you ever truly love me or was that just a act" she said yelling at me
"How could you even ask that dean" I whispered
"You took the damn ring off Jamie why did you have to take the ring off I need you more than anyone and you are just walking away" he said
"WHAT ELSE AND I SUPPOSE TO DO DEAN LET YOU GET KILLED BECAUSE OF ME No No that might be your choice but it's not mine"I said crying "dean I am in love with you and I don't want to do this but I have to""Baby" he said picking me up carrying me into the house and into our room plopping me not the bed kissing me iradically pulling my cloths off
"Don't you think of leaving me jamie Winchester you are mine and I am not letting you walk away deal with it"he said pushing up into me taking the breath away from the both of us him grabbing my ring and forcing it back on my finger
"that is where it belongs"he said
We both hit our climax "OH MY GOODNESS" we both said in sync
"I can't leave you baby I am here now I won't leave again not right now I need you to much" I said"I love you"
"I love you too"
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The story of my life
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