"Jamie" I heard someone whisper
I opened my eyes not only to see Sam looking down at me but to notice that I had my leg threw over him and his arms wrapped around my waist"Oh my god Sam I am so sorry" I said rolling off of him and out of the bed
"No biggie" he said laughing
"Angel hasn't cuddled with me like that in what seems like a very long time" he said
"Neither has dean" I said walking out of the roomI walked Into the kitchen to see dean sitting at the table
"So your bagging my brother" he said Angrily
" what no I slept in his bedroom because we got into a fight and I know that you slept with Angel" I said walking out of the room as he followed
"WHAT HOW DO YOU KNOW!!" He screamed
"You think that people don't talk dean huh where you ever gonna tell me that you slept with MY FUCKING SISTER!! And anyway I didn't have sex with your brother he was there for me to talk to and trust me he knows that you slept with his ex wife so congrats you have officially fucked up" I said walking out of the house and driving to my favorite barWhen I walked it I saw the one and only
Damon Salvatore
And he saw me too
"Hi" I whispered knowing he could hear me
"Is it okay if I am here I can leave" I whispered
"Come sit down what's wrong" he saidI walked over sitting beside him and just looking at him
"Dean had sex with my sister I am a hybrid now because a bunch of vampires attached me and I had to drink Klaus blood... I told dean he officially fucked up and well I was trying my best to stay away from you but this is both of our favorite bar so we were likely to run into each other here and I really just wanna die" I said startin to cry
"He slept with your sister" Damon said pulling me into a hug
"Damon I hate this I hate hurting everyone I hurt dean by walking away and he sleeps with my sister which hurt Sam I push you and Steff away so you will be safe I push Klaus away for god knows why I don't even know why I pushed him away that's all I do is push people away..." I cried
"Jamie your doing what's best to protect everyone it's not your fault all you want is for everyone to be safe and out of harms way" he said rubbing my back
" everything is different you know I wish that me and Dean wouldn't have ended it the way it did I wish me and you would have went down different I wish that Klaus would have been different I just wish I was dead" I said standing up and disappearingI walked inside the house only to make eye contact with dean
"Hey" he said
I looked at Sammy"Hey" Sam said looking at me and then to dean
"He Sammy" I said looking at my feet"Sure" I said walking outside
"Jamie please"he said
"It was a mistake okay tut was the biggest mistake and I regret it I don't want her I had been drinking and she had to we were not in the right mind and I know Sam dose t hate me and he isn't mad at her anymore we talked to him about it explained everything he understands I just hope you can I understand I hurt you but I don't wanna lose you again I just got you back""Jamie I want you so bad you don't understand I would walk to the Ed of the world just to be with you and I hate that I hurt you this sucks every time I get you back I fuck everything up!" He screamed
"Dean calm down" I said
"I can't I am just so scared you are gonna walk away again and I can't lose you again I understand I screwed up majorly but I can't.... I can't lose my baby again" dean said looking into my eyes
"Dean I don't know can I have some time to think about this" I questioned
"Yeah..."
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The story of my life
FanfictionThe ups and downs of being with the Winchester's and the Salvatore's