The story of my life

sam and angel

angels pov.  (i filed for a divorce)

"sammy" i yelled "i'm home i brought salad" i said almost singing i walked in the bedroom only to see some girl in the bed and sam rushing to get his shirt on
"WHAT THE LITERAL FUCK!" i screamed starting to cry

"angel baby i can explain" sam said trying to grab my arm
"no get your fudgin hands off of me we are done" i screamed grabbing all my things and leaving

6 months later
i have met a loving guy named elijah and he makes me happy he isn't sam but he does help me take my mind off of things he says he has some family he wants me to meet but they couldn't be anything like the family i use to have

when we got to the house we walked in and he yelled for a girl named jamie i giggled and he asked what and i told him it was my sisters name when the girl walked down stairs i was surprised to see my sister looking better than she has ever looked before standing before me we all sat and talked for a little bit i got to meet her so called new boyfriend klaus he wasn't as good as dean and never would be but as long as he makes my big sister happy that is all that matters

a couple of weeks later i got a call from sam saying that he needed to talk to me to explain things to fix things so i went and meet up with him and told elijah i was going to see some family members which i was

when i got to the house i have six miss calls from my sister and text saying that she had left klaus and she was going to stay gone that she loved me but this couldn't work she missed dean but he didn't want her

i ended up cutting ties with elijah after me and sam had spent a week together he was pissed because he thought i wouldn't move on from him and he wasn't wrong i tried so hard to move on from him but it wasn't working sam had my heart and he always will kind of like how jamie has deans heart and damon's they both love her and it hurts her i can tell just by how she acts she dosent like hurting them but she knows she can't choose both trust me if she could choose both life would have been easier for all of them but instead she pushed herself away from both of them and ended up with a crazy psycho hybrid named klaus i didn't know how bad of a guy he was until i heard the stories

you can tell she missed her old life before the kids before dean and all of the guy drama it's not that she didn't love them it's that she didn't know how to handle it it was hard on her she has cut damon and stefan completely off and klaus too you can tell she wants dean and only dean i think she is just scared of a relationship because every relationship she has ever been in always ended badly

me and sam were working on things and he was still mad about the elijah thing but he is just going to have to deal with it i dropped the only other guy since sam i had liked or even almost loved to go back to him even after he cheated on me it's like the winchester's are mine and my sisters personal drug that we can't stay away from or get enough of....

sam and me went on a super cute date it was just the two of us and i don't think i have had such a good time with him besides for when me and him were making our kids if you know what i mean 😉😉

i loved sam and jamie loved dean but i don't know how it is going to work or me and sam are working on it and we are back to the way it started but jamie and dean are not doing so well and it sucks seeing my family our family fall apart like this we don't even hunt that much anymore it isn't doing any good i needed to see cas to talk to him i went to cas with my problems now and jamie goes to some guy named clay and dean wasn't too happy about jamie running around as a wolf with another guy he wished it was him dean don't like monsters but jamie isn't a monster to him she is the love of his life a girl he was willing to turn into a wolf for i know jamie wouldn't ever let him turn but i have a plan for him so that he can be with her like i can be with sam