cheated on | JENSOO

9【BROKEN HEART】

[Nobody's Pov]

Jennie ignored every word of Irene's pleading, trying to open the car door with all her might. If she could've been born with the strength to break the handle of the door, she would've gladly done it.

"Irene, UNLOCK THE GODDAMN DOOR!"

"Jen, calm down and listen for a second. You know how much I love you. We were meant for each other! You know you love me, you know you do. Let's forget about this!"

"FORGET ABOUT THIS?! Irene, I should've forgotten about you the moment you passed by my vision! I would give up nothing in my life right now to 'forget about this'! I messed up royally, I know I did, I fucked up when I involved myself with you-"

"Jennie, don't--"

"-And yes Irene, at one point, I did think we were good for each other, but, No, I never once thought we were 'made for each other'. My existence was entirely made for Jisoo from the moment I met her-"

"Please, listen--"

"and I went and did this to her? I'm such a dick! My life is nothing without her. . ."

Jennie paused as she needed to take a calming breath, before all her calm automatically ran out,

"AND YOUR ANNOYING ASS VOICE ISN'T DOING ME ANY GOOD RIGHT NOW. OPEN THIS MUTHERFUCKING DOOR BEFORE I SHOVE MY FOOT UP YOUR DIRTY--"

Jennie's body had been ramming into the door with all her force as she held onto the door handle for dear life and attempted to open it with all the might she had in her. Her efforts had rocked the car back and forth, making her head roll every which way in the process.

Her actions only stopped when suddenly, her last tug resorted in the passenger side door flying open and she nearly found himself face down on the ground below her.

She caught himself with her hands and basically crawled out of the car awkwardly. Turning back to the car, she put his hand on the door frame and was about to close it when Irene spoke with a dejected look and a small voice.

"Fine then, Jen. Go crawling back to her, just to get rejected and cry yourself to sleep later on like I know you will. . . I'm not holding onto you anymore."

Jennie scrunched up her face in distaste, "I will crawl back to her on needles, screws, knives, and pens across a span as large as the Atlantic Ocean just for her to forgive me. Yes, she will probably reject me, but I'll keep fighting and I won't give up unlike you who obviously didn't love her enough and went after her girlfriend instead! I'm sure I will cry myself to sleep tonight, Irene, thanks for knowing me so well. . . And as you obviously weren't getting the message earlier on,"

Jennie slammed the door loud enough for an echo to be heard across the street, "I NEVER EVEN WANTED YOU TO!"

Jennie turned on her heel and walked away quickly, breathing heatedly as she thought out a harsh, Good Riddance, to Irene who very reluctantly pulled away from the curb of the sidewalk well after Jennie's departure. Jennie slowly found herself picking up speed as her mind lost track of Irene quickly, like it always had when it came to her Jisoo.

During her constant and jittering nervous skip-hop-run approach to the apartment she so lovingly called both her and Jisoo's, Jennie couldn't help thinking about whether Jisoo still considered their home her as well.

She hoped she did. She didn't understand anywhere in her heart how was she going to live in any world without the love of her life. No home anywhere else could be as comfortable as the home and living she'd made with Jisoo.

What if it's not my house anymore?  . . .

What will I do with myself?

What have I done?