We're Way Too Different

Episode 3

Hye Na...

Jimin didn't come back last night. I'm sure that he spent the night at his house, but he didn't call or even leave a text. 

I don't know what to do about him anymore. I can tell that he's still hooked on his ex, but he tries to hide his feelings from me. I can see right through him. He still has a picture of the two of them as his wallpaper, and he thinks I don't notice how he looks at the pictures like that guy means everything to him. More than I ever could... 

I'm not giving up so easily on him, it took me a whole year until I got him back in my arms, in my bed... I'm not letting him leave me so easily. I have to keep trying to win him over, no matter how much he rejects my touch or my feelings towards him.  

I finish curling my hair and slip on the brand new lingerie I just bought today while he was out. It's in his favorite color too. It consists of a black lacy bralette and black matching panties. 

I texted him earlier, and he texted back, saying that he would be home soon. So, I cleaned the room, fixed the bed, fixed myself up real nice, and soon enough, I hear the door open downstairs, and footsteps making its way up to the room. The bedroom door opens and he calls out my name. 

''Hye Na-ah.'' 

I spray on some perfume, check myself out, and open the bathroom door. I stand in the doorway and watch as he takes in my look. He looks at me up and down, a monotone expression clear.

''What's going on?'' He asks, slowly taking off his jacket. 

''I put a little surprise together for you... I mean you spent the night at your house yesterday, without a text...'' 

''I have been thinking lately, you know the stress and all. So I needed some time and space to think.'' He sighs. 

''Well, then let's take care of that stress, shall we?'' I walk up, grab his hand, and push him back on the bed. 

''Hye Na-ah...'' He starts but shuts himself off, when I climb on his lap, grab his face and kisses him. He hesitates for a few seconds but eventually kisses back. His hands slowly trace up my ass, and sides, while I go down and kiss his neck, biting and sucking down on his sensitive flesh. 

A soft groan leaves him, and he's holding back... But I can easily fix that. But before I can continue, he grabs my hands, pulls away and pick me up and drop me next to him on the bed. 

''What happened?'' I look up at him, shocked at his action, and his reaction to what I was doing. 

''I can't do this.'' He stands up.

Sighing, I already knew what this is about. ''Is this about your ex?'' I ask.

 "I-I thought I could, Hye Na... I tried, I really tried to make things work with me and you. I tried to forget about my ex and put them to the side, but I can't.'' He shakes his head. 

''Fine. I get it. Because I love you Jimin, yes I love you. I'll let you go. You can pack, and go back to him. Seems like you two had something special. Something you and I could never have.'' I confess. 

''Wait, you know it's a he?'' He asks and I nod. ''Well, thanks for understanding. After today, I probably won't be able to stay friends with you, because he's jealous. Very jealous...'' He smiles. He hugs me, goes into the closet, packs his things, and leaves. I walk him to his car and watches as he pulls out of the driveway, and drives off. 

I do love him, but I can't be in a one-sided relationship. It's not fair to me, or him, so I'll let him leave. It's not like I had a choice anyway.

Jimin...

I spent the night at home, eating ice cream, watching TV, and thinking about my problems, while Tae is probably having gorgeous, hot sex with his boyfriend. I finally came to the conclusion to stick around with her for a while, see if my problems go away, or stay. 

I shove more snacks into my face and eventually find myself dosing off to sleep on the couch. 

I wake up the next morning, showers ate and spent the rest of the day all by my lonesome. Tae still wasn't home, so I did the same thing I did yesterday. Around 7:00 Hye Na texts me. 

''Are you coming back?'' 

Sighing as I look at the message, I put on my shoes, and decide to drive back to her house. I pull up in the driveway, walk into the house, and make my way up the stairs. I step into the room, and it's empty. ''Hye Na-ah...'' I call out in a low tone. 

Seconds later, the bathroom door opens, and she steps out in a black lacy lingerie two-piece. ''What's going on?'' I ask, her in a blunt tone as I take off my jacket.  

''I put a little surprise together for you... I mean you spent the night at your house yesterday, without a text...'' She explains, standing in the doorway.

''Well, then let's take care of that stress, shall we?'' She says in a seductive tone, she walks up to me, grabs my hand, and push me back on the bed. 

I land on my ass, ''Hye Na-ah,'' I start but stop mid-sentence, when she climbs on my lap, grabs my face and kisses me. I hesitate to kiss her back, but after a few seconds, I give in. My hands go up to her ass and sides, and she kisses down my neck, biting and sucking on my sensitive spot.

The sensation reminds me of Yoongi, and the memory pops up in my head. I open my eyes in a flash, pull away from her, take her off of me and drop her on the empty space next to me on the bed. 

''What happened?'' She asks, shocked can be heard in her voice. 

''I can't do this?'' I confess. I made up my mind at that moment, and I realize, I just made the worst mistake ever. 

''Is this about your ex?'' She asks.

 "I-I thought I could, Hye Na... I tried, I really tried to make things work with me and you. I tried to forget about my ex and put them to the side, but I can't.'' I explain as best and as quick as I can. 

''Fine. I get it. Because I love you Jimin, yes I love you. I'll let you go. You can pack, and go back to him. Seems like you two had something special. Something you and I could never have.'' She says in the most understanding but disappointed tone. 

''Wait, you know it's a he?'' I ask. I never told her. ''Well, thanks for understanding. After today, I probably won't be able to stay friends with you, because he's jealous. Very jealous...'' I tell her upfront.

I go and pack as quickly as possible. She walks me to my car, and stands in front of the door, and watches as I drive off. 

I'm coming back Yoongi... I'm hoping it's not too late.