We're Way Too Different

Episode 6

Yoongi...

It's dark, and quiet where I'm at right now. I can hear voices outside of it, and I can hear people sobbing. It sounds like Jimin...

Wait, am I at the hospital. I think so. I hear the door open and an unfamiliar voice speaks up.

"He'll need the rest from someone else."

The rest of what?

"I'll do it." I'm not fully sure who's voice that was, but it sounded like Jin.

He'll do what?

Shuffling can be heard, and opening of doors. Soon enough, I feel like I'm being moved, and then all motion stops.

It's funny because even though I feel numb, I can feel every pain in the cuts. The needle I'm being poked with at the moment. The pain of lying on my back for, maybe a couple of days.

I can feel how disgusting and unsanitary I am. But one thing which is keeping, sane I guess is hearing Jimin's voice. I've missed hearing it.

It's like I'm trapped in my own mind physically. Like I've been trapped in here for the past two months, but this is a different kind of trapped.

I'm dead but alive.

I feel numb but feel pain.

Two hours later...

I'm not sure how long it's been silent in the room where I'm at. I can hear the beeping monitor and that's it.

"Jin, I'm gonna be right here and I'm not leaving." I hear NamJoon's voice.

What's wrong with Jin?

More shuffling is heard, metal clinging against each other, a bed moving, and I'm confused.

Soon enough my confusion is wiped away. A couple of minutes I feel like, passes and then the nurse speaks up.
"Okay, so just leave it in and I'll come to check in a while or so."

I guess she left already, as I head the door close.

"I hate this so fucking much." I hear Jin speak up. "How do people do this?" He whines.

So Jin is giving me blood too. That's... Generous. I didn't think they all thought of me so closely to go to such lengths.

"Well, you're doing it. And it's to save his life." Namjoons voice follows after.

Seconds pass by until Jin breaks the silence. "Are you mad?"

"About what?"

"You wanted to go on vacation to avoid all of this, and we had to cut it short because of all this."

Wait, they were on vacation and flew back to handle this situation? Wow... Ok.

"Listen, I understand that these boys are practically your family. And I see why you worry about Jimin and Tae and Kookie all the time. Now, this vacation was fun, we spent two months in Melbourne and we can spend the third somewhere else."  He offers.

"I love you." Jin responds.

"I love you way more." He says back. "Now, I'm gonna go get you some food, because I don't want you to pass out on me."

"Don't do that." I hear Jin snaps.

They are the ideal couple. How I wanted Jimin and me to be. I've met Joon and he's a nice guy. The wat he talks about Jin to other people, like he's the only guy on the entire planet he could ever love.

He talks Jin in a way that shows me that Jin is fucking irreplaceable in his life. No one could compare. And last I check, he proposed to him on his 26th birthday which is...

I... At the moment... Could only dream of having this. Knowing that Jimin is here at the hospital, gives me hope that maybe when I wake up I'll talk to him but maybe he just came because he heard and not because he has any intention of coming back to me.

Jimin...

I'm sitting next to his bed, watching as the color is slowly coming back to his face. His breathing is calm and the pink returned to his lips.

I can't believe that he did this to himself, all because I ended things with him.

I want him back and when he wakes up but, I'm not entirely sure, he feels the same way.

I don't think anybody would feel the same way about a person after that person put them through all of this.

I think I legitimately fucked up with him, and I would do anything to take it all back.

I fall back on the couch, throwing my head back. I breathe out a breath of frustration. Like the entire situation between him and I is so unnecessary.

Why couldn't I just have stayed?

"I can't believe I just realized that Hye Na wasn't the one for me. Good thing I just broke up with her. God! You're stupid Park Jimin." I mumble to myself.

"You really are." I hear Yoongi's voice. I snap my neck back up and see him sitting up on the bed, his head against the headboard.

"You're up!" I jump up out of my seat and go up to him.

"I am. But in a lot of pain." He winces.

"So how are you feeling?" I ask.

"Other than the slight pain, I'm fine."

"Good then." I smile and hit him not too hard across the face.

"What the fuck!" He snaps at me.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?! Why would you do this? Are you out of your fucking mind? You had me worried to death Min Yoongi!" I shout at him.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" He looks at me. "Now I know you didn't just ask me that. Jimin, you broke up with me for your ex." He points out.

I was about to speak, but I close my mouth.

"Yeah, you do that."

"Yoongi, you're up..." Tae walks in.

"And they're already arguing." NamJoon sighs.

"Guys, give us a minute." Yoongi tells them. They all walk out leaving just the two of us in the room.

"Listen-" I start but he cuts me off.

"No, you listen. You ended a year relationship because you felt as if I was missing something your ex didn't have." He says calmly. "I thought I would have been fine, I would have cried, maybe throw a fit, but eventually get over you and move on... Nah. That ain't happened obviously." He looks down at his arms.

"I-"

"Not done." He cuts me off again. "It takes me an immense amount of time to open up to people and trust people. I opened up to you, I trusted you, I had sex with you Jimin!" He shouts and I wince.

He has too many reasons to be mad.

"If you knew me as well as I thought you would know that doesn't happen often. Yoongi doesn't date or stay in relationships long enough to sleep with them. Ask Namjoon or my sister, they'll tell you."

"I know-"

"Still talking." He cuts me off again. "Jimin..." He pauses, "After everything that happened, and I'm looking at you now, I should be livid and never speak to you again." He says, and a frown makes its way on my face, and I lower my head and look at the floor. "But, when I said that you were quickly becoming the love of my life, I meant that. And I still do." He lifts my chin up with his hand.

"I may not love you yet, but I don't think I'll ever find someone else better than you." He looks me in the eyes.

"Wait-"

"You talk too much." He grabs the back of my head and brings me down locking our lips together. And it's like when we first met all over again.

Sparks... Everywhere