We're Way Too Different

Episode 46

Jimin walks into the house and grabs his bag and starts to pack his clothes. Soon enough, he hears Yoongi pull up and walks in, slamming the door shut.

''Jimin!'' He calls out.

Jimin urgently pack his clothes. Yoongi rushes in the room, closing the door behind him.

''What are you doing?'' He asks.

''I'm leaving. I'm not doing this.'' Jimin says, zipping up one bag. He grabs another one.

''Stop!'' Yoongi grabs the bag from him.

''I can come back later.'' He picks the bag and swings it on his shoulder. and heads for the door.

''No... Jimin. It's not what you think it was. I truthfully did not remember him. He dyed his hair, got taller, how the fuck was I supposed to remember?'' He asks, pinning Jimin to the wall.

''His name Yoongi. I'm sure when you hear ''Tae Hyung.'' You should have remembered!'' He shouts. ''What, you both got tired and wanted to end things cause you were engaged and he said no.''

''What? No. I went outside for air, and he followed. Nothing like that was supposed to happen.'' He explains.

''I don't care. Get out of my way.'' He pushes Yoongi, and the anger that flashed in Yoongi's eyes scared him.

Yoongi's fist goes flying into the wall next to his head, and he can't help but flinch. A whimper escaping his lips. ''Jimin, I have never, ever! lied to you. I've never cheated, I've never hurt you. Why would think now, I decided to leave you for your best friend. Are you insane?'' Yoongi asks.

Jimin's head is still turned, not looking at him.

''Look at me.'' Yoongi gently turn his head. ''I am in love with you. So much so, my heart aches. Don't do this to me. You walk out of that door, you won't see me again.'' Yoongi says the last part gently, pulling away, and giving him the choice.

Jimin bites his lip, and looks at him and the door. He processes everything he just heard. After a minute, just silently standing there, he lets the bag slip off his shoulder.

''Fine, let me look your hand...'' He walks up.

''Honestly, fuck my hand.'' Yoongi pulls his shirt off in one swift motion, grabs Jimin by the ass and picks him up. He turns around dropping him on the bed, connecting their lips together. Jimin lets out a muffled moan, when Yoongi's tongue wrestles with his own.

He pulls away really quickly and looks up at Yoongi. ''Am I really that gorgeous to you?''

Yoongi chuckles a little bit... ''Yes you are. I could have stayed with Tae back then, I could have stayed with Haru... But Jimin, believe me and trust me with your life when I tell you; You are my weakness. When you gave me the ring, I felt like the other half of me, vanished. I would go through all of the pain I went through all over, because I love you. I am not saying this lightly.'' He pulls out the ring and gently place it on Jimin's finger once more. He laces their fingers together, and pins his hands on the bed, when he goes back to finishing what he started.

And hearing Jimin moan is music to his ear, but making him moan his name, is dangerously addicting. So much so, that it could be the death of him.

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''I can't fucking trust you!'' Jungguk throws one of the flower vases at Tae. He ducks and watches at it shatters behind him.

''If I wanted him, I wouldn't have proposed to you Kookie!'' He pleads.

''Don't call me that! You lost the privilege to call me that.''

''I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I am so sorry.'' He walks up and grabs Jungguk who is fighting and hitting his chest.

''Why do you love to hurt me so much?'' He sobs in Tae's shirt.

''Fuck, that hit me. I don't love to hurt you. I despise myself. I hate my self for that.''

''You do it over and over and over. And it's my fault because I stayed. I should have left long ago.'' Jungguk pulls away.

''We can fix this.''

''I don't want to. I'm going to get hurt again. You fucking destroyed my trust and vulnerability Tae Hyung. I stayed because I was intoxicatingly in love with you. And I still am. But I can't stay. You have to let me go. I'm broken and you can't fix me.'' Jungguk shrugs. He grabs his bag, and walks up to Taehyung. He leans in and kisses him.

It's a trembling, painful, broken, loving kiss. His fingers grip tightly at Tae's shirt as they kiss. Tears trail down his face as he pulls away.

Tae grabs a hold of him. ''Don't leave. Please... don't walk on me. I will not make it if you leave Kookie.'' Tae's voice cracks.

''And I won't make it if I stay. I'm sorry.'' He pulls away, and walks out of the door.

Tae's fist turn red at his sides, and they go flying down on the counter, cracking it. Jungguk stays for a second, and his heart breaks when he hears the sound of him throwing things. He struggles to let go of the door handle, but does so. He walks off and gets into his ca and drives off. He breaks down sobbing on the wheel.

Taehyung falls to the floor, and cries. So hard, his head aches. He can't process it. He hears the engine of Jungguk's car turn on, and that's when he knew. He lost him.

The best fucking thing that anchored him. The only thing that kept him from going down the road he was going just walked out of his life. He took Jungguk for granted. He loved him, he is in love with him, but he stupidly played with him.

He drops his head on his knees, and repeatedly asks him self ''Why? Why would you do that?'' He pulls his hair.

Jungguk was his lifeline. His only lifeline. And now he only wants to die.

To be or not to be continued...

The end, or to be continued...?