tears flowed down your cheeks, as you read each note carefully.
despite all the positive quotes on each post-it, your heart clenched at your boyfriend's insensitive act.
how could he?
after showering him endlessly with so much love, he left you without even saying goodbye?
-
you felt as if your whole world was crumbling down on you as you stared at your boyfriend's limp body lying on the hospital bed.
you had tried to get to the hospital as soon as possible once you heard about jaebeom's accident.
but it was a bad idea.
your heart beat quickened in a panicked state as doctors and nurses ran around the room, trying all ways to revive the boy on the bed.
you wanted so bad, to go in, and cradle him in your arms gently, but they had pushed you out.
you were worried-sick as you ran your hand through your hair nervously, taking in deep breaths.
you couldn't lose him,
he was the only person who you could lean on,
the only person who would love you for who you are,
if he-
the door swung open, a few nurses came into view, pushing your boyfriend's bed out as they made their way quickly to the emergency room.
your attempts to follow them in failed as the doctor pushed you out, muttering a silent apology before disappearing into the room.
you sank to the ground, covering your hand with your face as you let out muffled sobs.
-
you tried not to lose hope.
after two hours, you were still sitting outside the room, waiting for any news;
good or.. bad.
you immediately scrambled up when the doctor came out, but to your utter dismay, remorse was written all over her face.
"miss (y/n)? i'm- really sorry, but your boyfriend didn't make it."
once the words came out of her mouth, your vision became blur once again as an insistent ringing sound filled your ears.
everything that happened after that was just a blur.
-
your fingers stopped moving when you realised there were no more dull printed words,
instead, now it was hand-written;
'thank you for being the reason behind my smile everyday.'
you flipped to the next one curiously.
'thank you for loving me despite me being a pain-in-the-ass.'
you chuckled softly as you held back the tears that were threatening to spill,
"you will always be MY pain-in-the-ass."
you flipped to the next post-it,
'thank you for being there for me everytime.'
a sad smile formed on your lips as you sniffed.
'thank you for being YOU.'
you bit on your lip as you continued flipping through the post-its, your heart aching yet fluttering at each and every one.
until, you reached the last one,
'thank you for everything baby, love you lots.'
you let your tears fall.
no wonder why your box of school post-its went missing.
despite him wasting them, you would not rather have anything else other than his words written on it.
