separation {a danganronpa fanfic}

ten

{ two months later }

{ souda's pov }

oh boy.

oh boy, oh boy, oh boy.

feelings are hard.

like super hard.

like feelings of romance for a certain breeder.

like bro, every time i'm around him.

i'm just laying on my bed, at two am, thinking. it's not okay, i am not okay.

i groan and sit up,"i need to see sonia, she knows what i am going through," i stand up and sighs.

i pull on a pair of sweatpant, brush my hair, throw my beanie on, and i leave my cottage to sonia's.

i speed past gundham's cottage and i make it to sonia's. i get to her cottage and knock. i wake there for a few moments and then the door opens. it was sonia,"oh, souda. i was going to find you actually, come in," i walk in and there is the one person i didn't want to see.

gundham.

"you know what, i actually got to leave now, nice seeing ya sonia," i turn to leave and suddenly i am pulled back and thrown on to a chair.

"thank you akane," sonia says.

i sigh and look across from me and gundham's and mine eyes meet. i turned away as sonia started talking,"so i have come to the conclusion, that both of you like each other and won't tell each other. so now is your guys time to confess."

i begin to speak but gundham cuts me off,"she is quite correct on my end, i don't know about you."

i look over at him as he continues," i have started to develop feelings for you when i woke up. you were there when no one else was. you listened to me when no one else was around. and you were just a good friend to me. so yeah, i do like you, in a romantic sense," he finishes.

i sit there, speechless. my crush just told me that he likes me back. oh my god. i sighs,"cool."

sonia looks shook, so does akane. gundham looks, i couldn't even look him in the eyes. i stand up,"i'm going to go now," i literally run out of there and to my cottage.

i get into my cottage and sigh,"did-did i just say cool? oh no," i sigh again and slide down my wall.

{ time skip }

after a few hours, i stand up and leave my cottage. i make it gundham's cottage and i knock. i stand there awkwardly waiting for him.

one.

two.

three.

the door opens and gundham's face pokes out. his eyes are red and his hair is a mess, it's down in his face,"y-yes souda."

i sigh and he opens the door so we are standing in front of one another,"so, about early-" he cuts me off.

"it's okay souda if you don't return my feelings, i understand," he looks down and sighs.

i look at him. i do return those feelings
though. but nothing is coming out of mouth. so i do the first thing that comes to mind.

i kiss him.

i grabbed his scarf and i kiss him. it last for a few seconds but, like, he kissed back. he pulled away and he looked at me,"....what?"

"i like you too stupid."

"oh-"

"yeah," i says. we stand there in silence for a few moments and then gundham speaks up,"so, boyfriends?"

"boyfriends," i smile softly

he smiles,"uh, wanna come inside and cuddle?"

i nod. he grabs my hand and we walk inside.

{ authors note: sorry this took to long to get out. writers block is a bitch. but next chapter is going to be great! so stayed tuned! }

{ word count: 621 }