philophobia | namsoo

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"Kim Jisoo!" My teacher yelled at me after not replying to her question. "Are you daydreaming or mute?"

I bowed my head, mumbling a 'mianhae'. I didn't want to look at my teacher or my other classmates. The tears crowded in my eyes, threatening to roll down my cheeks in any minure.

I was so sensible and I hated myself for it. I was ashamed because I knew my classmates knew I was at a few seconds distance of bursting in tears.

The bell saved me. I had enough of school that day. Jennie came to me smiling. "Wanna skip school?"

"Yes." I surprised her with my reply, but she did not protest. We left the class, only to meet with Namjoon and Yoongi.

Yoongi smirked. "Skipping school?"

"I heard Jung-sshi isn't happy. You would better stay in school." Namjoon warned us.

"I don't really care. We don't." Jennie smiled and proceeded to walk, only to be stopped by Namjoon.

"Yah! Hyung, let's skip with them..."

After convincing Namjoon to come with us, we left the school, the guardians not really caring about us.

"I can't believe I actually came with you three..." Namjoon mumbled.

I went next to him linked my arms with him. "You are so stressed out!"

Before talking, he took distance from me. "We are skipping school, how should I be?"

"You shouldn't have came with us." I said and in the next second was next to Yoongi.

"Soo, you know him." Yoongi said and we kept walking. "Where are we going?"

"You don't even know where we are going!" Namjoon complained.

"Aish, you are so annoying." I told him.

"I am not."

"Yes, you are. Annoying and boring."

He shutted up and didn't say a word to us until we got in the pastry. "What are you getting?"

"You should try kataiff." Jennie said.

"Yes, it's good. I'mma get one." I said and as I walked towards the place they usually placed the kataiff, I saw it was only one.

"Nevermind, I will get a chocolate croissant." I smiled and requested one. I payed for it and waited for the others at a table, while they choosed what they wanted.

Namjoon got, as expected, a kataiff. Jennie and Yoongi got for themselves Dasik, a traditional korean dessert.

"Is it good?" Yoongi asked Namjoon.

"It's delicious. This is so good... I can't believe I missed this wonderful kataiff, just because I wanted to stay in school." He smiled and then looked us.

"This sofa is so comfy, I could fall asleep on here." Yoongi commented.

"You could fall asleep on the floor." Jennie replied.

"Oh fuck..." I mumbled.

"What?" Jennie asked.

"Si-yoon won't go get Son-yi. I have to go get her..."

"When?"

"In thirty minutes. Jen, I need twenty minutes to get there... Guess I'll go get her. Oh, I can't believe mom won't let her come alone. When I was her age, I went alone since first grade."

"Times change." Namjoon said.

"I guess so..." I sighed. "Or they just care more about her."

"Are you jelous?" Namjoon asked.

"I have to go." I gave him a sad smile and got up.

"I have to pick up my cousin in an hour from school too. I guess I can accompany you if you wish."

I could see Jennie and Yoongi making signs, without being seen by Namjoon. Jennie winked at me. Oh, they were making such a big deal for nothing.

"Ahem, sure." I replied, trying to look uninterested. "Bye! See you at the apartment later. I hope you come." I said it while looking at Jennie.

"Bye!" Both of them greeted us and we left.

The whole way to the school we kept quiet. I didn't understand why Jennie and Yoongi wanted me to go with Namjoon. He had a fucking phobia of falling in love.

When we arrived at the school and I waited for my little sister. I decided to be nice and wait with him, especially since Son-yi didn't want to leave yet, since her best friend's mom wasn't there yet.

"Want a cigarette?" Namjoon asked me.

I looked at his cigarette pack, which was exactly what I smoked from time to time.

"I don't kno-" I took the cigarette that he handed it to me before even finishing the sentence. He lighted it up for me.

"Never expected you would actually take it." He chuckled and lighted his too.

"People are full of surprises..."

"Oh yes, they are...."