philophobia | namsoo

vii

"Soo, stop it, we are going to die." I hugged her from the back tighter, stressed that I could die on Yoongi's motorbike, with Jisoo riding it.

"No, you stop it. Don't be a coward." She said and I felt the acceleration. She was only making the speed bigger.

"Yoongi will kill us if anything happens to the bike!" I yelled at her.

"Stop yelling. We are almost there." I looked behind, only to see Jennie and Lalisa behind us. Chaeyoung prefered to stay home instead of coming with us.

We entered Daegu in a short time after I could calm my breath. Jisoo laughed at me, saing that I hyperventilated like someone told me I was for sure going to die right there.

"I can't believe I agreed to this." I said when we finally got into a restaurant to eat something.

"We can sleep here this night. The prices are alright. We could sleep all of us in one room, so we have more money." Jennie said.

All of us? The other girls were alright with it, even though it felt a little weird to sleep in a room with three girls, as an adolescent.

I agreed too, since I didn't have much to say. I didn't have good arguments on why we shouldn't do it like this, plus, more money meant more traveling. The plan was to visit as many korean cities as possible.

I fell on the bed, as I was very tired, despite the fact that I didn't drive, so, theoretically, Jennie and Jisoo, who drived, should have been more tired than me and Lalisa. But it was the opposite, as Lalisa started to snore in my ear. I didn't care. Soon, I was able to sleep, even with Lalisa snoring next to my ear.

Even if Jisoo's shoulder was comfy and warm, nothing could beat the soft, big bed on which I fell asleep.

The next day, I woke up, a little disorientated. Somebody was sitting so close to me, it could have been glued. It was warm, so I couldn't complain, since it was warmer for me. It didn't disturb me until some blonde hair started getting in my eyes and mouth.

I got up, only to discover Lalisa's hair was getting in my eyes and mouth and that Jisoo and Jennie slept on the ground, with no pillow or blanket.

I didn't dare to wake them up, since I knew how Jennie and Jisoo was when you woke her up. Especially if they hadn't been sleeping for much and enough.

I looked at my phone which died and had put it to charge, instead of Jisoo's pink phone. I opened her phone just to see what hour it was, but a message got my attention. Jong-min.

I wondered if they were still talking. I knew Jisoo could be tolerant, but not like this. Not dumbly tolerant. Talking with a guy who cheated on you in the past is just a waste of time. You won't be in a relationship with him again and the trust will be zero.

At least that was how I thought.

I wanted to question her about him, but why did I care so much about her, so suddenly?