philophobia | namsoo

xi

I felt a little betrayed by Jisoo. I warned her about Jong-min, but she didn't care. She didn't listen to me and went back to that bastard.

People don't change that easy.

The hardest was to know, that she didn't trust me enough to take my advice. On the other hand, I started to know her better just a few weeks ago, so why would she listen to me anyways?

I knew that sometimes a second chance can change a person, but not in this situation. I wondered what they talked about.

"Jisoo." I said as I followed her. "He won't ever change. Please, listen to this advice. Don't let him back."

"This is my life and I do whatever I want!"

"You will get hurt." I got my tone higher than usual, being done with her.

"I will? Well, let's find out!" She looked like she was capable of beating the hell out of me. "Just mind your own bussiness!"

At that point, people looked at us curious, especially at Jisoo, that yelled at me.

"I won't." I replied as calmly as possible. "Can you get me back at the house?"

"No."

"Then you are stuck with me." I laughed.

"You are such a..." She stopped before insulting me.

"Such a what?" I asked her. "Fine. I'll just mind my own bussiness. Can't wait to see you crying!"

"Fine."

"Fine."

I stopped following her and started walking towards nowhere. I didn't want to see the girls, nor wanted I to get lost. Still, getting lost here sounded much better than following an angry Jisoo.

I hated her in that moment. She went back to him, who hurted her in the past. A second chance, she said. But her parents did get a second chance?

How was Jong-min that special? Why was he so special? He cheated on her.

Cheaters aren't special or unique. They are just cheaters and if they don't have a good reason, they can go and suck a dick.

At that point, I started comparing myself to Jong-min. Like, sure, he had a beautiful face and was charming, but he was a narcissistic piece of shit.
It was probably needed magic for Jisoo to not get annoyed by him, since she was so modest.

"I can't believe..."

"What can't you believe?" A feminine voice asked me.

When I looked at my right sight, a beautiful woman was next to me. And boy oh boy, not even a single orthdox thought crossed my mind while I analyzed her body.

"A friend went back to her ex, who is a cheater."

If this stranger wouldn't have been so beautiful, I would have just walked away, mumbling that it's not her bussiness. But now, my sentence was followed by my own smile.

"So, you are jelous?"

"What?! No, definitely no. I would never be able to be attracted by a girl like her."

"The more you try to deny it, the clearer it gets. In any case, go get the girl. Else, someone else will get her. Maybe not her ex, but someone else. You will regret not listening to my advice."

Back at the hotel, in the silence of the room, I could only hear the blonde's words. Regret it? Why? I didn't like her or love her. She was just a friend. Nothing more.

"I listened to your advice." Jisoo said, after seeing me in the room. "I told him never to contact me ever again. I hope I won't regret listening to you."

"You won't."

"Or you won't."

"What are you trying to say?"

"Nothing."

She sheepishly smiled, lettig me imagine the whole situation. Did she think I fell for her? Oh no, it was definitely that. Or was she just joking?

A few years ago, I thought women were easy to understand. I thought I was easy to understand. I thought I understood myself well enough, but there comes Jisoo, shaking what I know.