17 and pregnant with Luke Brooks baby

Chapter nineteen

19.

*alexas pov*

*1 month later*

I looked at my second scan comparing it to my first, 5 and a half months pregnant and I was really starting to get big. My bump had gotten bigger and it was much more noticeable I was pregnant now, and it really sunk in when I started wearing maternity clothes. The clothes weren't very fashionable since they were for older people not for teens so I mostly resorted to leggings and tracksuit bottoms. I only had this month left in school before I could finish and start getting everything ready. The school said once luke and I finished our exams they'd let us both graduate early and finish school. In one way I was happy to be finishing school early and in another I didn't want to finish school because once I finished it really meant I was an adult and I had to do everything for myself, it was a scary thought.

Tomorrow the exams started and they went on for 2 weeks. Since we came back from Sydney I'd really studied hard for these exams, the marks I got really determined what kind of job I'd be able to apply for and what collage I could attend if I chose to go to collage. I found the days extremely long and stressful and I really didn't get a lot of time to myself or with luke and the boys. I really missed my time with luke, I really hadn't seen a lot of him lately. After thinking about it for a while I decided to close my books and put away my notes, I left the kitchen and went up to luke where he was lying on his bed half asleep with a book open in his hands. I smiled and went to lie down beside him

"Hey" he said rubbing his eyes putting one arm around me

Out of nowhere I broke down and burst into tears, I didn't know why but when he put his arm around me I just cried. I suppose I really just missed his company and I was extremely stressed

"Hey hey what's wrong" he said sitting up

"I really don't know, I just missed you" I laughed as tears continued to stream down my cheeks

"I've been here the whole time?" He laughed confused

"I know I just missed being able to talk to you and be in your company I suppose I really don't know why I'm crying" I said wiping the tears forming in my eyes

"It's okay after the exams are over im all yours and your all mine" he said starting to cradle me

My grip tighten on him tighter than ever before, luke really was the only person I had In my life right now. My had parents disowned me and well they were the only ones that I had before that, really it was just me and luke. I knew that after the exams finished luke and I would have to start looking for apartments to live in, it really wouldn't be fair on Gina and the other boys if the baby stayed awake crying every night

"What you thinking about? You've gone really quiet" luke said Bringing me back to reality

"Oh nothing really just thinking" I said, I hadn't really talked to him about moving out because I didn't want to seem forceful in anyway

"What were you really thinking about?" He whispered pulling my head closer to his deeply staring into my soul with his chocolate brown eyes that always made me melt on the inside

"I was just thinking that when the baby comes I don't want to be a nuisance to your mum and brothers with the baby crying every night and maybe we should get an apartment or something but it's only a thought nothing really" I said

He remained quiet for a few moments before turning his attention back to me

"You're right, It wouldn't really be fair to my mum, maybe we should move out" he said in deep thought

"Well I don't know it's just a thought we don't have any money really" I said

I really didn't have any money at all. My mum and always helped me with money and before I got pregnant I did have a job but I had to give it up so really I had no real money only my savings, luke was really looking after me with the money situation. Buying me clothes, shoes and anything I needed even if I didn't say he'd buy it anyway

"Well I have money from the Janoskians that I could use" he said

"No no luke I couldn't let you" I said

"Look let's go talk to my mum and see what she says" he said taking me buy the hand bringing me downstairs

"Mum" luked called from the kitchen

"Yes?" Gina said walking in

"Can we talk to you?" Luke said sitting down

"Of course, is everything okay?" She asked concerned

"Yeah everything's fine it's just we were thinking and we think it would be best if we maybe moved out before the baby comes because we don't want to be a nuisance to you if the baby cries all night" luke said

Gina looked at us both a little shocked and lost for words but finally found some and began to speak again

"Well I'm not saying you can't move out because if you want to you can but you won't be a nuisance to me at all I really like having you stay here! And if you do decided to move out can you wait until after the baby is born and maybe wait a while I just want to help you with her and everything" she said

I looked to luke who was already looking at me. I was happy to stay here once I wasn't a nuisance to Gina or the boys, that's the last thing I wanted

"Are you sure Gina?" I asked

"Positive honestly! I love having you here" she smiled

"Thank mum just wanted to make sure" luke said

"Okay well I'm gonna get the dinner started you two go and relax, get ready for those exams tomorrow" she said

We walked out of the kitchen and sat on the couch

"So will we stay?" Luke asked

"If your mums okay with us here then I'm happy to stay" I smiled

"Okay good she can help us along" luke laughed

"We'll be okay luke" I laughed

"I don't think I will, I'm really nervous" he said becoming more serious

This is one thing I loved about me and lukes relationship, we could be completely honest with eachother and wouldn't judge eachother like some people would

"Luke listen to me, you'll be an amazing father! Don't worry I know you'll be beyond great and when the baby comes you'll stop worrying, I promise you that you'll be okay" I said

"Promise?" He kinda laughed but I could still see the worried expression on his face

"I promise" I smiled taking his hand and holding it tight