pick me. kim yohan

69 | + narration

there are so many issues going around produce x 101 and X1, this is my way of comfort 🌻

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arin's anonymous post

[best] we thought we've already seen the end of produce x 101, but bitch we're wrong, this is episode 13. with all the dramas and issues going on around, this could really pass of as an episode. so mnet is way beyond shitty now, invalidating the hardwork of the trainees, manipulating the votes, playing with people's feelings, this is so messed up. i just hope the trainees and the members of x1 wouldnt view this as something that they didnt deserve the spot because these kind of things happen. because they reaply do. all of ot20 do. all of these ruckus is irrelevant actually, why is this even happening?

everyone is working hard throughout the show and they deserves to debut. x1 does. minkyu does. yuvin does. jinhyuk does.

can you even think about them and their fans for once? we didnt work really hard and invested a lot just for this to happen. this whole week, x1 and produce x 101 has been on many news/articles, but most of them are about rigged votes and related to manipulation. i’m mad, and already tired but as a fan, ill stay by the side of the people i love. this is not how the name x1 should be known. this is not how they should be treated. i dont want them to feel like they didnt deserve it or for their hardworks to be invalidated. it’s mnet's doing, but hate is on X1, what's wrong with you people?

i have lost count of how many times people said they didn’t deserve their ranks, they're saying things and o don’t even wanna mention about the hate yohan got. he doesnt even deserve all the hate. he's working hard just like anyone else, and he's admired for that, let him be. let all the members of x1 be. they deserve to debut and yet here you all are throwing hate to them just by existing. and people still say it won’t affect them? it already did. badly. they see these things, almost everyday. it hurts me so much just to think about it. i dont want the people i love hurt. so please, let them breathe, for once.

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hey yoh?

hey arin

why are you already up? it's only 5 in the morning, that's so unlike you, you should be sleeping til 12

is everything okay?

bold of you to assume i slept, i was up all night trying to fight for you | backspace

yeahhh

but i should be the one asking you that

are you okay, yohyoh?

of course

this is part of the process, right?

to be hurt, to feel like i didnt deserve it, to be compared with others, to be called out

we havent even debuted yet and there's this already

but i dont want you hurt

you deserve the spot and all the love you're getting, yoh

no one should tell you otherwise